Cn test also easy to take today. It's 7:0 when I finished the test. Many people did it more early. Just only 2 question I suddenly forgot how to write, and it popped out quickly.
This is the last day I ask for leave from work. sigh. I want to be a full-time student which don't have to worry about money. But sadly always impossible for me.
I went to school

this afternoon. I sat in there just want to clear my chaos mind. But many place has many people, they're so annoy. A group of ducks and a group chickens. Male and Female's stupid laugh all around me.

I can't find any quiet spot to rest. I sat beside the library on the public stone chair. seeing the stupid halloween installation art. no happy feeling at all. no one company with me. Why I shall leave in this world? I am not fit this planet.

After a short meditation, I went in library, tried to get sth interesting to me.
I found a book about science and borrowed it. Not knowing if I really can read it fully.