I think what I need right now is someone attractive to talk to

I feel broody and flirty and it's a phase

but it's been twice now that I've sought people out and got into their discord circles and found out they're ...cold or opinionated and those are the scariest women out there to me

maybe that's why I loved natto and that Japanese girl sooo much cause they're passive

eh I dunno now, I'm historically a recluse but does this mean that I've changed or am I desperate