Luke Skywanker
[gay shit] National Coming Out Day was a few days ago. But that...
Okay so, I've written a fucking ESSAY for my facebook coming out party, and I don't need a close edit but I do kinda need a Y/N/"what the fuck why so many words?"
Luke Skywanker
AM I being way too self-indulgent?
Thicken Nugget
I think it's lovely and very true to a lot of what you have been circling around latelly
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as someone incapable of not writing out a million words, I don't think it's necessarily OTT. and i've always found that writing something out long form always helps me get things straight in my own head. I think the question is whether you think it's the right fit for your facebook timeline
Luke Skywanker
I want to:
--Let people know I'm not cis-het
--Not alienate anyone who IDs as things I don't
--Invite discussion
--Leave little room for ambiguity aside from the fact my identity is basically "ambiguous"
Thicken Nugget
unambigously ambigous is you pretty much tbh
Luke Skywanker
I mean I don't think it is actually confusing in person, you know?
Thicken Nugget
I mean
Thicken Nugget
I think I am an unfair person to ask
Thicken Nugget
as mine is pretty much
Thicken Nugget
ame
Thicken Nugget
same
Luke Skywanker
Look, one of the reasons I want to put this out there? Is so people know there are people like us.
Luke Skywanker
Because I do NOT want to take away from the very important ID politics going on! But I do think that there is a hidden world of ... well, us.
Luke Skywanker
And I don't mean that to say "woe is me, we are so downtrodden," because we're fine?
Luke Skywanker
But it could be helpful to know that like, you can be queer without KNOWING YOU'RE TRANS
Luke Skywanker
for example.
Luke Skywanker
I think I've come around to believing I'm not even questioning. I haven't changed. I just don't fit the current ... zeitgeist. And that's fine.
Thicken Nugget
yeah
Luke Skywanker
I'm not in between anything. I'm me.
Thicken Nugget
also, I was trying to find a non-binary humor post for you on my tumblr which I haven't yet but I did find this
Thicken Nugget
Luke Skywanker
wow that just combined two of my primary activities of late. Wow.
Luke Skywanker
Sooooo I guess I should post it
Luke Skywanker
Er, my essay, not the roller!Phantom
Thicken Nugget
Sadly I can't find the post I wanted, which was describing your gender in ways a cis person could never understand
Thicken Nugget
which I deeply related to
Luke Skywanker
TBH for a long time (I read too much feminist theory in the 90s) I thought what I felt about gender was just... the reality of "being a woman"
Thicken Nugget
but I must have accidentally reblogged it to the queue of some random tumblr it'll never be seen again
Luke Skywanker
I really did think all cis people were like this because gender is a construct, y'know?
Thicken Nugget
and it's hard cause like
Thicken Nugget
that's not really wrong either
Thicken Nugget
that's just
Luke Skywanker
It's not.
Luke Skywanker
But it doesn't cover trans experience, either.
Luke Skywanker
Not fully.
Thicken Nugget
like it is that to some extent but also I am just a little genderless alien also
Luke Skywanker
yeah
Luke Skywanker
wait were you one of the "Green" anons
Thicken Nugget
???
Thicken Nugget
I don't think so
Luke Skywanker
Oh on my "what is my spooky vibe" plurk
Luke Skywanker
everyone said I was an alien
Thicken Nugget
OH
Thicken Nugget
no
Thicken Nugget
lol
Thicken Nugget
but I mean
Thicken Nugget
Welcome
Thicken Nugget
to the mothership
Luke Skywanker
Look I didn't know I was so bad as pretending to be human I'M SORRY
Thicken Nugget
Luke Skywanker
pffft
Thicken Nugget
that's why you fit in so much here tho
Luke Skywanker
God I want to hang out with you more. But I suspect my headaches will persist unless we alter some things.
Thicken Nugget
we make jokes all the time that all our various healty issues are related to our human suits not being good enough and our aliens forms squishing out
Luke Skywanker
hahaha
Thicken Nugget
We'll make something work.
Luke Skywanker
I've gotten a headache almost every time I've had an edible lately. So.
Luke Skywanker
Might be a factor.
Thicken Nugget
it also may be something to like...there are things that can be done for altitiude sickness they also just like
Luke Skywanker
Yeah but dude, I was way higher than that most of the road trip. I was fine at 10,000.
Thicken Nugget
once you are sick, doing them takes awhile to fix it. And like...you did do them. But then....by the time any of it really takes effect
Thicken Nugget
oh yeah that's right
Luke Skywanker
It's possible, is all I'm sayin'.
Thicken Nugget
yeah and if it's that that's super easy to just like
Luke Skywanker
I just hate feeling like I'm telling y'all to alter your lifestyle? But I also love you!
Thicken Nugget
oh god no, and now we have this cute little back porch area all figured out
Thicken Nugget
like it is super easy to not smoke for a few days before hand and during in the area you'll be around.
Luke Skywanker
<3
Thicken Nugget
<3333
Luke Skywanker
Thank you.
Thicken Nugget
you >>> smoking outside for a few day
Luke Skywanker
I'm making super awkward progress on another front so you know I want that to be okay ;-)
Thicken Nugget
hell yeah
Thicken Nugget
Luke Skywanker
WE'RE REALLY BAD AT THIS
Thicken Nugget
Luke Skywanker
hahahaha
Luke Skywanker
Hey I have no idea if you talk.
Thicken Nugget
it's adorbs.
Thicken Nugget
and yeah, I have a feeling it was a few things that over lapped badly, and we can like...move around pieces until we figure out what clicks
Thicken Nugget
Cause that was also like...when we had the worst air on Earth as well, so like.....if it was a little of that and a little of our smoke, and a little of this and that....
Luke Skywanker
Okay, good. Because look, I knew I loved you guys but I really wasn't sure how it'd be 24/7 without other stuff going on.
Luke Skywanker
Right.
Luke Skywanker
But it was really good!
Luke Skywanker
I felt I fit in really well, it was very nice.
Thicken Nugget
Yes!!!
Thicken Nugget
yeah everyone here adores you
Luke Skywanker
aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwww
Thicken Nugget
you can show up any day and everyone will be like FUCK YEAH
Luke Skywanker
Luke Skywanker
even tho i was a sicky sick
Luke Skywanker
the whole time
Luke Skywanker
and threw up in your car
Thicken Nugget
Thicken Nugget
I mean
Thicken Nugget
I don't think a single one of us has NOT thrown up in Cecil
Thicken Nugget
multiple times
Luke Skywanker
SO good to know
Thicken Nugget
there is a reason it is stocked with cute vomit bags lol
Thicken Nugget
that's pretty much a rite of passage in cecil
Luke Skywanker
Neat?
Luke Skywanker
Oh when you have a plan go poke me about a zoom sesh.
Thicken Nugget
I mean how much neater can you get, really
Thicken Nugget
oh yes
Luke Skywanker
IDK if that's the best club to aspire to but ok whatevs
Luke Skywanker
This plurk... got away from me.
Luke Skywanker
I will wait to post until tomorrow in case 1) I change my mind and 2) so I can be awake when replies come
Thicken Nugget
hahahaha
Thicken Nugget
sorry I am a distraticing genderless goblin alien
Luke Skywanker
yeah how dare
Thicken Nugget
Luke Skywanker
i literally snorted irl
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