would love for my mother to stop keeping me on the phone for an hour at late o'clock always on days when i am sleep-deprived and tired from doing any number of other things already
had dreadful nightmares and feel much more terrible today than I did yesterday but I have to pray I remember how to drive and run some errands before my social obligations tonight
ty for the well wishes friends... ytd was terrible and my sleeping schedule is once again a mess but at least i called to confirm my juror qualification form was received in time and i will not be paying a fine or going to jail
i have been: A Wreck and have struggled to function at even a basic level for the past (mumblemumble) days but i finally washed my hair and scheduled covid tests
frustrated by the fact that all i have done today is burn energy on a very bad mood bc i still have so much to do re: trip prep and i am very stressed, but i'm just gonna set out some more stuff to pack and take advantage of being tired to try and actually go to bed @ _ @
second-guessing my trip and all my life choices up to this point bc of irrational anxiety over the possibility that my covid test result will not come back before it's time for me to leave
how many times will my dad eat my food because i didn't label it and he has so little awareness of his surroundings that he doesn't check VERY OBVIOUS SIGNS to make sure he has the right thing
i said something in the wrap-up of dan salvato's ddlc anniversary stream bc i did not want to waste the opportunity to say thank u and he actually responded
insomnia and fucked sleeping schedule due to Weird Emotional States continues but I am thinking about how many cool and nice people I have met throughout my life and being amazed and touched at how many of them (y'all) have stuck around for so long
september chatterplurk 🍂
me, laughing through my tears:
no hahamy sleep-deprived body:
omocat: your gay sweater has been shipped out
me: I am still sad today but 1% less so