I have that odd sensation of I don’t exist today, and I’m pointless, and have done nothing right.

I would like to sit somewhere and cry but I can’t

I can see this, which either means you exist or we both don't, and my back hurts too much for me not to exist

many hugs

oh I am a noodle

hugs

I feel that way too, Anon. you're not alone and you do exist

Thanks, I feel like this sometimes, no matter how things are going.

hugs

So much stress and concern right now. Spoons are hard to build back up

I'm sorry you're feeling that way today. Brains can be really deceitful making us feel that way sometimes.

Take some time to take care of your own needs.

Solar the really can, self care is very hard atm, but I’m trying to figure somethings that are possible out.

Maybe start small? I don't know where you're at or what your situation is, but sometimes just like... taking a shower and eating a good food and then taking some time to tidy up around the house can be a start?

You know, whatever steps you can take where you are.

Can't tidy because of the person I live with which is outing who I am, and the person has stuff in the shower, can't cook due to the state of the kitchen, I will try and go for a walk.

Since I've outed myself, I think it will be better once I have a job and can actually unpack

The job thing has been a horrible search for exsactly one year now