👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:34 PM
[mental health, holiday sadness, sick ] Just some rambling here. Tbh. This month has been really hard.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:35 PM
It’s day 2 of eid, and yesterday I was mostly bedridden
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:35 PM
And I really just miss my mom
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:36 PM
Like my wife bro and I live in sf.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:36 PM
I’ve lived here for 15 years
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:37 PM
The longest I have lived anywhere in any stretch of time
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:37 PM
And now that tea moved, idk why I’m still here.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:38 PM
I have my aunt in the city but she’s on the other side and I only see her once to twice a year
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:38 PM
All my college friends moved
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:38 PM
Or we broke up
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:38 PM
Just.... it made me realize how lonely I am for family.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:39 PM
Usually I make a big spread on eid. Murag pulao or something
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:40 PM
But being bedridden I can’t. And my wife has been so sweet to take care of me. But it’s a lot
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:41 PM
I know it’s just a lot. And we miss our in laws too
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:41 PM
Both her family and mine are in ny
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:41 PM
I have fam in la and Seattle but that’s the closest
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:42 PM
With all the changes it’s like what’s the point of being in this city?
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:43 PM
I no longer have a therapist either to navigate any of this
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:44 PM
I just mostly avoid Facebook rn, but idk.
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@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:45 PM
On the short term yeah, I’m gonna finish this course ASAP and get this job.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:46 PM
But maybe a year at most here I think I’m ready to move.
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:47 PM
My mom is also getting up there in her years, and I want to be closer
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:48 PM
Bro is also not getting the care he needs either because it’s too much for me to do alone.
Momchar
@beribboned
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:49 PM
This is very understandable. Its been a rough couple of years for holidays but being away makws it so hard too
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:49 PM
Yeah for sure
Momchar
@beribboned
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:50 PM
I hope you start to feel mentally and emotionally better once you recover
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:50 PM
Thank you. I hope so too
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 10:52 PM
Also bil is recently married and I wanna be closer when they start having kids
Momchar
@beribboned
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:01 PM
Oh the auntie experience!
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:12 PM
I want the whole thing. Cover them in love
Axael
@Axael
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:30 PM
aww <3
Ghoulfish
@fireduck
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:41 PM
👻🔥Anifreet🔥👻
@peacockdance
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:41 PM
Ghoulfish
@fireduck
Wed, Jul 21, 2021 11:41 PM
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@kagaminokakera
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 4:57 AM
hugs/ im so sorry to hear that . :-( but its a valid feeling
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@kagaminokakera
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 4:57 AM
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@kagaminokakera
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 4:57 AM
I hope that things will get better ..lmk if there is anything I can do to help
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@kagaminokakera
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 4:57 AM
and take care of yourself ;;
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@peacockdance
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 5:01 AM
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@kagaminokakera
Sat, Jul 24, 2021 5:25 AM
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