everyone is sleeping, so good time to muse about character stuff into the void

talking about character thoughts always helps me get back on track with rp after a big break so

especially with a character that takes so much mental energy to play gfdhjkg

just thinking about the weeeeird place that legato's head is at now, in the wake of a bunch of things he doesn't know how to process

knives is gone. I think I've finally figured out the mental backbend he's going to be doing over it to make life continuable. it's not the definitive direction and purpose that he would love to have, but it's something.

THANK GOD that jamie did his fae thing and took legato's heart, so he won't constantly be a writhing pile of feelings

only sometimes

he also... admitted out loud that there is a human that he doesn't feel the desire to kill. which is huge for him. he doesn't know what to do with this.

/stomps in here just to say I'm not sleeping just stuck at work!!!!! So I might as well be sleeping!!!

lollll

if I can get my brain to work (I've been EXHAUSTED from a fucked-up sleep schedule the past couple days) I'll try to put up a starter messaging vash

this thread

give me flowers : LMAO HELLO i thought you were asleep

I definitely should have been asleep