compartmentalized my distress over all my files that are stuck in limbo enough to pick up my tablet and draw again... i feel like my hands have forgotten how to draw but im doing it
took a nap bc brain was starting to catch up and also I was so tired I almost threw my socks into the toilet instead of my laundry basket when I went into the bathroom
hm. the taste was far away from my mind I must admit. I was only thinking that surely it wouldn't be a disastrous chemical combination in my very facetious claim but it probably would taste pretty disgusting
me: I will take my vitamins an hour or so before I want to go to bed so the melatonin can make me sleepy also me: I will now jumpscare myself into next week by reading a chapter of higurashi right before bed
took a longer nap than I wanted and had. checks notes. like 3 very weird and upsetting dreams somehow including one with gruesome animal shit so thanks, brain, I will remember this
pros of no umineko mondays: my mondays are no longer monopolized by umineko brainworms and frustration cons of no umineko mondays: i have no idea what day of the week is occurring anymore
love to be so tired I'm dozing off in my chair for 2 hours and then the moment I crawl into bed I am wide awake and get to roll around not sleeping for . a too long amount of time
my body: hey! I'm tired! I'm really tired! I'm so tired! are you listening, don't you know that I'm tired? I am going to ache everywhere because of how tired I am!!! me: i wonder whose fault that is
trying very hard to wring out the rest of this top-level but i am feeling very weird emotionally in addition to being sleepy so finishing touches may have to be tomorrow
aight, mood has degraded too much and i am too sleepy so more tags tmw hopefully. i need to wash my hair and i've got d&d kind of late so i hope i have...time + energy but we shall see
as of right now it is yes!! they are closed mon-tue and they do close at 5pm though so depends when we get here but if we get back early enough I would love to take u
I did not get smores cofy today but I asked whether their specialties were rotated seasonally and it seems the answer is "not generally" so I should still have plenty of time to get another big toasted marshed mellow
me: i will finish this chapter of watanagashi and then do my tags this chapter: is a slogging return to dense political exposition and so is taking me a million years to get through
it was a dream at a weirdly aesthetic bar come to think but i was stressed bc i was doing vigilante assassin things at this bar and thats too much responsibility for me
also me: I will now jumpscare myself into next week by reading a chapter of higurashi right before bed
me as my alarm goes off today:
hotti cooteratticons of no umineko mondays: i have no idea what day of the week is occurring anymore
me:
i wonder whose fault that isPAINcee yesthis chapter: is a slogging return to dense political exposition and so is taking me a million years to get through
my reproductive organs:
are you sure about that?bitch u thought