RP insecurities: I assume no one is actually interested in reading about what I think I do wrong/am insecure about.

Does that help? Does it begin to cover the issues?

I am always interested in what you're thinking about and how you feel.

I can not interpret the emote, but

The emote is more or less just how I feel.

Instead of prefacing everything with "I think" or "I fear", just gonna go with what my head is telling me.

I'm not interesting. I lack engagement, because irl I struggle with goals and decisions and thus my characters must be indecisive and boring and mundane.

I'm not in character enough.

People are kind to me because I try to be a kind person, which is why they put up with RPing with me.

I'm not fast enough.

My tags are too short.

You remember when you mentioned the thread with newt and Cho? Do you remember how I immediately recalled some of what they talked about? That’s not because we had 100+ pity tags. I don’t do that. I can’t do that. If I hadn’t been invested I would have asked to wrap it up.

Newt and Cho was delightful. And many years ago.

It was. I still remember it, many years after. I’m sad we didn’t do more with them.

For a hot minute, I thought about bringing Newt to RedShift jsut to be able to interact with Cho again

you have no idea what a huge compliment that is. thank you.

they would have had fun. there was so much weird science.

if you ever want to PSL something, you know you can hit me up, right?

Thanks. Again, convinced I'm sort of boring and don't have ideas, but thanks.

Your brain worms are liars :c

i mean, meme prompts, tumblr ideas... hell, stuff from a game that you think would be fun to react to. ideas don't have to be totally unique of huge sweeping things. an idea can be as simple as "i want them to go to the beach for the day" and then you just run with it.

i get that brain worms aren't that easily defeated, but ideas just need enthusiasm. think about the longest thread we had with them. the idea would have been "lunch and a chat" if we'd distilled it down to a basic concept.

My brain weevils are intense and it's possibly because I just finished a course of antibiotics which can mess with regular medications.

I might try looking at some memes tonight. And actually tagging out someone who I need to tag out to.