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Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 10:43 PM

RP insecurities is what we're doin' today I guess ovo;

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 10:44 PM

first and foremost: are my characters likeable enough?
do I write enough to get my points across?
Do I write well enough?
Wait what was xyz detail? /despairs if can't find it

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 10:45 PM

"oh shit my brain's no longer hyperfocusing on xyz character I hope they don't hate me while I wait for it to come back...."

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 10:56 PM

But I also feel this way!

@brbtagging on Plurk

fire toad

@terribletrivium

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:43 PM

no hate only understanding and patience

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:45 PM

thankfully, the worry of people hating me isn't super often.

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:45 PM

But it's there sometimes!

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:45 PM

Because logically, there's nothing stopping me, other than my brain, from playing a character I played before.

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:45 PM

Other than maybe needing to review older threads as canon review for OCs.

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:45 PM

or replay a game for canon characters

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:46 PM

But sometimes I'll think of playing that character, knowing how much fun I'll have, and then brain go NOPE

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:46 PM

for no reason other than to be contrary I guess

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:47 PM

Like my apprentice Minke, or my OC Touma

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:47 PM

And then there's also Aoba Seragaki...

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:47 PM

And Mizuki and DMMd's Mink

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:47 PM

so many interests, so little brain energy

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:48 PM

ESPECIALLY regarding DMMd since I've noticed some have been coming out of the woodwork for memes and it would be a great time for me to voicetest!!

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:48 PM

But brain be like "no, only Raine."

fire toad

@terribletrivium

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:50 PM

dude I so get it thought like. I have room in my brain for exactly one character and one dwrp game at a time... as much as I would like to branch out unless I get super comfy with Julian it's not happening any time soon

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:52 PM

Plus with your other plurk with all of those lovely the Arcana peeps I'm like... /reaches for... ;w;

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:52 PM

and my brain also be like "but what if I reread enough to play Valerius"

Siv

@thekt

Tue, Apr 20, 2021 11:52 PM

but effort