just-- some career musings, i guess?

i think i'm officially at a crossroads in terms of what i wanna keep pursuing, career-wise

the longer i apply and get turned down for storyboard roles, the more i start to just be like-- well maybe that's just not meant to be

i'm happy doing commissions and streaming (though i haven't streamed in a bit, oops, gotta get back on that) and it'd be nice if that started becoming sustainable

plus i like running cons and i love doing fan art, so

the supervising director on trolls even told me he thinks i'm good at that, so that's totally a legitimate path to go down. and i think that has always kind of warred in my head over other folks i've worked with that were like "you could do boards!"

and just. more and more i'm like-- maybe that's just it. maybe boards are just not in the cards, and that's ok

wehh hopefullyyy

just worried about it ever being enough to like. sustain life in an apartment

What matters is what makes you happy, more than anything else. And I understand you 100% about the boards.

I agree with the makes you happy bit! You could also move somewhere with a low cost of living if you want to go the independent route. I used to run a dealers room/artist alley and would have died to have you attend. You’re talented!