ty~ It's using Wella's black cherry for the roots, and Adore's ruby red all over when my hair was still damp, which really saved me money as it only took one bottle to do all that hair
well, that was a horrifying dream that just reminded me that I'm never coming out to my mother. plus, jumping out of a car and feeling the pain when I wake up is no bueno
Well. Now, because I was an idiot that completely spaced on taking the night time dose, I know how much I need it. I haven't had that much trouble sleeping in so long.
fell asleep early, woke up overheated, crampy and in so many kinds of discomfort. I'm pretty sure the throat stuff is because I was out in the rain and got soaked a few times, but that also means that my immune system is weak enough to get affected by that?
tsk... I can't say it's the weather affecting me right now. there won't be rain for a good few days. I guess a flare up? it's draining more than anything
Apparently not, and the dog was making sure I didn't either. Kept barking throughout the morning, and sometimes he moves so his barks go right down the basement
I'm hoping that I'm on the tail end of whatever's going on with my body. also I'm trying out the next raised dose of my gabapentin this week to see how I do. the effect of missing one night made me realize how much it's doing for me
I'm back to an even 98 which is right about at my usual baseline, so while it could be that is just on the rise again, I'm hoping it stays there instead
But eventually I'll get the energy to appeal. If the denials are meant to make people feel defeated, it's worked and with this weird cold thing, or whatever it is, I haven't felt well enough to yell at them about there being no jobs with the qualities I need
But with some good news, my glasses and trial contacts came in. So now I see in HD again. The drawback is that I can see more detail of the horrible textured ceiling (not the worst drawback to have, at least)
Timing really isn't a strong suit in this house... Bry said to head out at about 6 (as we need a new fridge) and now? Bry's losing time caught up in something, and Lin's asleep
Though I admit, after power outages and time, I don't think the patties and pumpkin raviolis you had in the freezer really survived. The raviolis may have, but the patties are deep in burn and stuff
I wanted to let you know before anything was done. I'll give the raviolis another look as they were deep in the freezer, but you know how door items are
My head and neck hurt, but not as bad as how stiff my leg is. At least I have the satisfaction of things being done, and all the top-of-fridge things are in place as well
More hooks, maybe a new shelf so room can be made for the toaster oven, eventually a replaced counter for the island as you... can't replace the drawer without the old drawer that... broke apart
And it's got some serious staining and stuff, and I don't know how well pressed particle board is with toaster ovens (though I'll find out soon enough)
oh, that was a good conk. almost ten hours straight, barely walking to shift positions. had to get bloody mucus out of my throat after, but that's why I need to make that allergist appointment
Also, would any of you want Azelastine? It's allergy nasal spray- I've tried using it, but I think it damages my mucus lining or something because when I blow my nose in the morning and night, there'd be blood. So now I have 2 unused and unopened bottles
I'm also starting to realize what the fog really affects. maybe not my short term memory, but it'll have me sorry circuit on things like zip codes, phone numbers and how old I am
In good(?) news; I used the shiatsu massager again on my shoulders for 20 minutes, and I think it made some progress on a bunch of knots. It felt like they were going over a dozen ridges in a single pass, but the knots seem smaller now
fuck, period cravings are hitting me more than they usually do. Maybe because I've been getting cramps on and off for the past 2 months (though maybe that's something else going on idek) but I've ordered ice cream- 3 kinds, I think, along with a package of 3 musketeers bars
Craving for the boneless spare ribs is satiated, and while I'm not full, I'm... very tired. Partially because of muscle relaxants. Given I started to fall sideways in the bathroom earlier, a nap wouldn't be the worst idea
And yeah, I'm not used to the tilties like that. But I'm gonna go more than a single day on the muscle relaxer, because the massage area from yesterday still hurts and things are bothering
maybe if I'm feeling well enough for it, I'll throw up a plurk and ask to start some things. both for Judar and Jisu, mostly to flesh out the latter some more
It'd be different if it were me or Lin, as we go out and shop for groceries, as opposed to picking up groceries, which is what your house does, and not even what you do.
I honestly don't know plans with other people thus far, but for how busy Sundays are, there's several days for the germs to for out before others show up. and if you're shot is early May, you won't be far behind us
Also, I tossed the idea of you staying with us for an extended time, now that we have a better idea of when vaccinations will happen, and he's cool with it
Well, if it's the lotion, I definitely have a weird allergy because there's no fragrance in it. (It's also a Murad line, which is generally good for people that aren't allergic to honey and stuff)
ten minutes in this waiting period, as Bry tries to get some work done before the shot, and I already finished the sewing patch job I put together. good thing I brought several things to pass time with
I joked about the house being more than halfway assimilated in regards to the vaccination. Mostly so I didn't feel repetitive about vaccine and vaccinated. So now I'm removing comments from family members who seriously feel that way and say they're not getting the shot
I've started taking up the tizanidine again, because my left leg (hip to toes) have been in pain since the night after the shot. Which has been helping! I'm about to take the second dose for it
But I've also prepped and gotten things washed or loaded into the dishwasher, so I can put a shelf in the kitchen. Well, if Bry goes to the office tomorrow, I can build and put things together
... ok I have one niece that I can call decent. Just because she liked my comment about getting rid of the nasty cousin on that post. She doesn't respond to things most of the time in general, so it's more reaction than I was expecting
I also think I figured out why I sleep horribly with tizanidine. because when I sleep on my sides normally, I wake up because loose joints and stuff means the ribs start to hurt. relaxed muscles means the ribs probably do weird things faster
I really need my ribs to knock it off with the pain, too. I'm glad that I managed to meet a few people with hypermobility before I ever realized what it was too see if they get similar issues as I don't know if it's just that or the connective tissue disorder
connective tissue disorder is similar to rheumatoid arthritis ms and lupus. hypermobility is kinda like... something collagen related that causes elasticity instead
I'm sure there'll be more developments and adjustments to the diagnosis the next time I go there, just because there was a 6 month gap between appointments (Which I'm definitely going to ask about Lyrica/Savella or something to add to my meds as I obviously need something more)
whoopswhoopsoof, I hope I don't literally bruise because of this