When I am dead, I won't join their ranks 'Cause they are both holy and free And I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up And until the end, that's how it'll be
I've been looking for salvation I've been searching low and high I'm tired of being patient; All this waiting's been a waste of time I tried to hold you but my hands were cold; I meant to catch you but I moved too slow I hate to leave, but it's time to go
I see a ghost in a photograph I feel that wave come up under me I see myself in that other half I feel that pain pull me underneath I see the times that we'll never have I feel the smile that I wish I had But all these moments are projections of the past This isn't gone I can get it back
Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul That love never lasts And we've got to find other ways to make it alone Or keep a straight face And I've always lived like this Keeping a comfortable distance And up until now I had sworn to myself That I'm content with loneliness Because none of it was ever worth the risk
I woke up this morning Didn't recognize the man in the mirror Then I laughed and I said, "Oh silly me, that's just me" All he ever wanted was to be someone in life that was just like All I want is to just have fun, live my life like a son of a gun I could be one thousand miles away but still mean what I say
I watch the work of my kin bold and boyful Toying somewhere between love and abuse Calling to join them the wretched and joyful Shaking the wings of their terrible youths Freshly dissolved in some frozen devotion No more alone or myself could I be
I am not going to bring up the love confession through song 'oh i didn't listen to that' debacle again. Em's right. I'm on her side, sry. <3 but you're real pretty and your brain is good at everything else.
I want you Yeah I want you Cause nothing comes close To the way that I need you I wish I can feel your skin And I want you From somewhere within It feels like there's oceans Between you and me once again We hide our emotions Under the surface and try to pretend
I want you And I always will I wish I was worth What I know you deserve You know that I'd rather drown Than to go on without you But you're pulling me down
s15 is truly the prime example of Supernatural as a theme - such intense fucking potential that they build up and then immediately fumble in the most infuriating and disappointing way
I'll use you as a warning sign That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind And I'll use you as a focal point So I don't lose sight of what I want And I've moved further than I thought I could But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning sign That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be Right in front of me Talk some sense to me
Noises closing in from all sides Warning all the ways to die They say "you'd better give up, you'd better give up" I'll be an army, no you're Not gonna stop me gettin' through, ooh
I gave you the key when the door wasn't open Just admit it See, I gave you faith, turned your doubt into hoping, can't deny it Tell me here, where are you now that I need ya? Where are you now? (where are you now?) Where are you now that I need ya? Couldn't find you anywhere
Couldn't find you Honesty All the blisters You were holding alone Couldn't find you Honesty Were you water Were you breaking My frozen bones My broken mind It pulls this frozen Weight on us
I'm coming to terms with a broken heart I guess that sometimes good things fall apart Overthinking's got me drinking Messing with my head, oh Tell me what you hate about me (about me) Whatever it is, I'm sorry (oh, I'm sorry)
Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay It's not much of a life you're living It's not just something you take, it's given
When I am dead, I won't join their ranks'Cause they are both holy and free
And I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up
And until the end, that's how it'll be
I've been looking for salvationI've been searching low and high
I'm tired of being patient;
All this waiting's been a waste of time
I tried to hold you but my hands were cold;I meant to catch you but I moved too slow
I hate to leave, but it's time to go
I see a ghost in a photographI feel that wave come up under me
I see myself in that other half
I feel that pain pull me underneath
I see the times that we'll never have
I feel the smile that I wish I had
But all these moments are projections of the past
This isn't gone
I can get it back
Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soulThat love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
I woke up this morningDidn't recognize the man in the mirror
Then I laughed and I said, "Oh silly me, that's just me"
All he ever wanted was to be someone in life that was just likeAll I want is to just have fun, live my life like a son of a gun
I could be one thousand miles away but still mean what I say
I watch the work of my kin bold and boyfulToying somewhere between love and abuse
Calling to join them the wretched and joyful
Shaking the wings of their terrible youths
Freshly dissolved in some frozen devotion
No more alone or myself could I be
I want youYeah I want you
Cause nothing comes close
To the way that I need you
I wish I can feel your skin
And I want you
From somewhere within
It feels like there's oceans
Between you and me once again
We hide our emotions
Under the surface and try to pretend
I want youAnd I always will
I wish I was worth
What I know you deserve
You know that I'd rather drown
Than to go on without you
But you're pulling me down
I'll use you as a warning signThat if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning signThat if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
Noises closing in from all sidesWarning all the ways to die
They say "you'd better give up, you'd better give up"
I'll be an army, no you're
Not gonna stop me gettin' through, ooh
I could surrender but I'dJust be pretending, no I'd
Rather be dead than live a lie
Burn the white flag
I gave you the key when the door wasn't openJust admit it
See, I gave you faith, turned your doubt into hoping, can't deny it
Tell me here, where are you now that I need ya?Where are you now? (where are you now?)
Where are you now that I need ya?
Couldn't find you anywhere
Sleep don't visit, so I choke on sunAnd the days blur into one
And the backs of my eyes hum with things I've never done
All my nightmares escaped my headBar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
Couldn't find youHonesty
All the blisters
You were holding alone
Couldn't find you
Honesty
Were you water
Were you breaking
My frozen bones
My broken mind
It pulls this frozen
Weight on us
I'm coming to terms with a broken heartI guess that sometimes good things fall apart
Overthinking's got me drinking
Messing with my head, oh
Tell me what you hate about me (about me)
Whatever it is, I'm sorry (oh, I'm sorry)
Not really sure how to feel about itSomething in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay
It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take, it's given