[mh i guess]

that feeling where its not like you want to die but you just kind of wish you could not exist for a few weeks. stop the ride, i want to get off.

i feel like, wow why am i so depressed when literally nothing is going on with me right now thats either really good or bad but then i'm like... maybe thats it

mmmm yeah

i'm just feeling really bummed out about how i'm kind of at a standstill -- like most people right now so its understandable but it still.... auughhh

i had plans last year. i had plans this year. i wanted to find a new job. i wanted to make more money and actually HAVE a savings account again.

anyways blegh

I think that's an extremely relatable feeling after the past year and change

Yeah, I'm in the same place, really

Which doesn't really help, I know, but you're not alone

I definitely had work-related plans that all fell apart last March and it sucks that it's almost March again

I'm generally around for watching movies/shows or whatever other distractions we can come up with, so if that's ever helpful, let me know. I know you know that already, but just reiterating since I know my brain likes to try to convince me that people who offer stuff like that don't actually mean it half the time.

thanks all. yeah i'm just........ YEAH.

cricketussy : also yeah we'll have to watch something this week. i honestly dont remember my full work schedule at the moment so i'll get back to you on when.

o7