[family, covid, vaccinations] Broke down stress crying off and on for about half an hour this afternoon. I tried to sign my grandma up for a vaccination. She says she doesn't feel safe getting one.

I'm so tired and upset with everything.

The funeral's in a month and a half. I'm desperately trying to get her vaccinated before it.

And I guess I'm the only member of the family who has tried to get her an appointment.

Because my uncle and aunt are into Natural Remedies.

I'm so. Tired.

My mom saw that damned Plandemic video and even though I had a... loud and emphatic response to why that was misguided and wrong

My mom is still saying things like "don't you worry about what's in those vaccines' and I go "you eat more heavy metals in canned tuna and more formaldehyde in a pear than you'd get in half a dozen shots" but

I’m going to scream and vomit

For some reason putting it in your mouth = Different

I mean I felt sick for awhile, too.

But mostly it was just angry crying.

At this rate, I may be the only person who will have been vaccinated by the time of the funeral.

And they are having the funeral. And it's been moved to indoors and there's a big family meal after.

So. I'm just.

I give up.

Oh my god

I'm sorry

It's burgerpants all the way down over here.

Talked with grandma today. She's not getting it. None of her children are.

This includes my mother.

I can't go to hell. I'm all out of vacation days.