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{RL} {MUTE}Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault for other people's bad luck/experiences.
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logically, I know it isn't, but there was a very formidable part of my life where adult influences MADE SURE I KNEW that anything bad that happened was my fault or I did something to cause it.
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so when I watch people suffer and I can't do anything to help or feel like nothing I say will make it better I revert back to this mantra of that it's my fault.
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I wouldn't tell anyone my inner monologue because then I feel doubly guilty for being selfish.