First impression of me vs current impression?

I just woke up and need coffee.

HMM their dorian is excellent maybe I should throw someone at him vs. SPOILIN ME ON THE REGULAR WITH EXCELLENCE

hush, your Vanessa is just as excellent

"anime goth"

vs. "wow Zan is so cool and nice and fun, it's very funny that we had practically 0 zero when we met"

i mean, anime goth isn't inaccurate

but really I think I underestimated how awesome it would turn out to be and I’m so glad it happened

me too! i'm also really grateful for all of the people i've met in the last few years. you guys are awesome

Your Dorian was just chef's kiss. And as it turns out, you are, too.

or you're all masochists

no, i kid