but yeah the part that bugs me is that this sort of stuff is often done performatively by ppl who have a sort of... god I had the word in my head yesterday but I've forgotten. but esp with people who draw characters as fat, there's this idea that you should be grateful for it
and then there's the million and one super iffy stereotypes that a lot of ppl who do this fall into -- black fat nozomi is especially bad in this regard bc it falls headfirst into mammy stereotypes
there's been some rly good and really fun designs done by black folks during blacktober (I'm not going that far back into my twitter TL to find it but there was a REALLY great black usagi who did a super cute interp of her buns as afro buns that I loved)
"draw this white character exactly the same as usual but just use a horrible ashy corpse skin tone for them" as if black ppl are just dark skinned white folks
I feel like this goes hand in hand with the really bad weeb assumption that anime characters are by default white even though they're Japanese which is a whole slew of other issues.
i have not liked this gal in the server bc she started whining about mary cagle’s anime podcast for being negative about mg shows and was like “oh i thought mgrp was really adorable! people forget that every mg series has fans “ and i sat there wanting to go
anyways the thing i noticed in her whining about mary’s podcast was that she also was like “i have some trauma wrt negativity in the mg fandom “ which she never elaborated on and it just emitted such powerful “i caused drama but I’M the victim” energy that it irritated the shit out of me
That said though I will say looking back over at the convo where this happened I can actually see why she ended up having this reaction bc Mindo’s original comments referencing the tweet brought up blacktober hate specifically
So on a reread I could see why someone might take someone else saying “well there’s a discussion to be had about racebending” as anti-blacktober, but still doesn’t change the fact that they’re pretty aggro and shitty about it
Like.... I did not join this server bc of magical girls bc honestly magical girl fandom is kind of unfun to deal with (and this server has been a big reminder as to why)
i was actually rly excited to see a tabletop channel and immediately felt very frustrated bc it’s filled with the same indie ttrpg attitude i hate of “combat/crunchy system bad, narrative can only exist in a dice light game”
I mean I believe her when she says she’s actually Japanese so I don’t quite get that vibe entirely buuuuuut as I was telling claire earlier I do get the same sort of vibe I’ve gotten from some other people in the past like uh
i don’t venture in there much bc i get the same vibe i got in the fanseries discord of “we value niceties over dealing with problems but people can be combative up until you tell them off in which case you’re the bad guy, not the shithead looking for a fight”
A more dedicated team able to see more stuff and also discuss things so one person doesn’t get caught up in their own head about it and whether they’re overreacting would solve so many problems