看Andre Lorde的書緩解緊張的時候，看到很感動的話，”What is there possibly left for us to be afraid of, after we have dealt face-to-face with death and not embraced it? Once I accept the existence of dying as a life process, who can ever have power over me again?”
“And it [speaking] is never without fear; of visibility, of the harsh light of scrutiny and perhaps judgement, of pain, of death. But we have lived through all of those already, in silence, except death. ...”
“...And I remind myself all the time now, that if I were to have been born mute, and had maintained an oath of silence my whole life for safety, I would still have suffered, and I would still die.”
今天面試了，感覺還好...
Let me reiterate: speaking is never without fear.
為什麼立場美編總是彷彿嗑了藥