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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 3:41 AM

[spooks/cemeteries/ghosts] hey guys, i'm gonna stream to twitch from a cemetery tonight

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 3:41 AM

it's a new moon out!

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 3:46 AM

Twitch

this is the chanel i set up

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 3:47 AM

so if you have nothing else to do but watch me run around like a crazy person, i'll go live in approx 30 minutes

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 4:18 AM

okay going live

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:26 AM

well i found the 'haunted' grave and laid down on it but didn't get so much as a 'boo'

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:31 AM

GIDDYUP BUCKAROO

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:31 AM

LMAO

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:31 AM

GG you need to watch me live at some point

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:32 AM

next time i'll plan ahead and not do it so last minute. i have a new location in mind, too, it's just a little bit of a drive to get there.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:53 AM

I cannot predict my behavior on such a stream

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:53 AM

apart from a lot of "ZAN NO"

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:53 AM

ZAN NO YOU'RE NUTS

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:53 AM

and AAAAAAAAAAAAA

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:53 AM

that's what i'm here for

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:54 AM

I'm afraid of cemeteries in daylight

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:54 AM

you are nuts

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:54 AM

they're calming!!

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:54 AM

THEY'RE FULL OF DEAD PEOPLE

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:54 AM

>: }

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:55 AM

very nice, lonely dead people

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:55 AM

Y'know I recently pinpointed where my enduring uneasiness/fear around cemeteries and skepticism/terror of ghosts came from originally

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:56 AM

I was like... 5, my parents were on a business trip, I was staying with my hip young aunt, and she had the TV on MTV.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:56 AM

"Thriller" came on

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:56 AM

OH NO

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:56 AM

I blocked out the rest, lmfao

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

yeah that would be terrifying to a 5 year old

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

Just a few years ago I was watching it and the zombies crawling out of the grave bit was like

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

OH HELLO, I DIDN'T SEE YOU IN THERE, SOUL HORROR

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

i went through a haunted house when i was 8 because i insisted i was old enough. my mom had to carry me out crying hysterically.

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

LMAO

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

oh god

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:57 AM

yeah that music video is... something.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

yeah kind of same except I was................. 16

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

omg GG you are baby

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

I am baby >(

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

But I like horror vidya (sometimes) weirdly???

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

because I can get good at it and defeat the horror

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

like you said, you can sorta control it

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:58 AM

I ain't play no shit where you're defenseless

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:59 AM

and ghosts are right the fuck out

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 5:59 AM

how do you kill a ghost?! it is already dead!!!

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:00 AM

so i guess clocktower and fatal frame aren't high on your list

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:00 AM

FFFFFUUUUUCK NO

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:00 AM

i mean, clocktower sucks anyway

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:00 AM

I like reading about Fatal Frame but I ain't fucking with no goddamn ghosts with a camera, tyvm

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:01 AM

One time I went to a friend's Halloween party and he was playing Clock Tower (the janky-ass-hell PS1 version with the point and clickies) and it was about the scariest fucking game I had ever seen in my life

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:02 AM

There's a pattern to the horror games I like.
RE: zombies and monsters, shotguns
TEW: zombies and monsters, shotguns/esoteric magical brain crossbow
SH: demons, shotguns

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:02 AM

SH4: fuck you no

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:02 AM

omg it was the most frustrating game to play, ever

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:02 AM

i never finished it

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

have you ever played Eternal Darkness?

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

I love Eternal Darkness!

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

SHOTGUNS

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

and muhgick

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

shotguns and muhgick

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:03 AM

i think it and RE4 are still my top favs for horror

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:04 AM

The scariest thing about Eternal Darkness is the sanity effects and the muhgick makes everything less scary. It's fairly generous.

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:04 AM

yeah, it was a neat system! i loved losing sanity on purpose (as long as I didn't die) to experience all of the effects.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:04 AM

RE4 was my first horror game, I forced myself through it because I am a big brave dog

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:05 AM

It's more gross than it is scary imo (except Regenerators, which.... again, the scariest fucking thing of my life. I still hate that part.)

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:06 AM

I'm kind of amazed I made it through TEW? It is also more gross than scary but some of the moment to moment gameplay is easy to freak yourself out with

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:06 AM

the Regenerators are fucking terrifying I agree

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:07 AM

It's the breathing.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:07 AM

And the sloooow walking. And what happens if you blow off their leg.

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:07 AM

and yeah TEW is gore heavy which actually makes it less... scary to me I guess. I'm not scared of gore at all.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:08 AM

I really don't like gore in movies but TEW literally launches you down a corpse chute into a pool of viscera 5 minutes in

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:08 AM

You are desensitized right quick

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:08 AM

lmao exactly

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:08 AM

The gore all already happened offscreen, you don't see it happening fresh in front of your eyes.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:09 AM

(Unless you die, which is why you git gud.)

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:09 AM

yup

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:09 AM

I do nooooot care for Dead Space, lmao

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:10 AM

That one is gore happening fresh and juicy onscreen.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:11 AM

and SH4 is the scariest one because 8D you guessed it

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:11 AM

ghosts

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:13 AM

lmfao if you ever watch Yourmoviesucks on Youtube, he has a series called "Childhood Trauma" and it's basically just my life in video series form, all the childrens' entertainment that scared the shit out of him as a child

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:14 AM

omg I'll have to check that out

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@indecorous

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:14 AM

I never played Dead Space but I did play SH4. And 5 before I stopped.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:18 AM

I am also the person who reads horror movie summaries on wikipedia

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:18 AM

Instead of watching them

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:21 AM

I was an imaginative child with probably an undiagnosed anxiety disorder, everything scared me, even weird things that make no sense.

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:21 AM

Now I am an adult with.... still undiagnosed probably anxiety, but I at least know my limits, lmfao

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:23 AM

(Note, it was always dumb esoteric fantasy imagination shit that scared me. Not spiders, snakes, insects, or anything else. Shit like music from certain video games or literal zombies.)

GG-Yaku

@theggnator

Sat, Oct 17, 2020 6:24 AM

Hand me the spider. keep the ghosts AWAY