I'm getting the feeling of having suddenly waked out of an emotional and physical cave

it was easier to get out of bed and be Awake than it has been for a couple weeks WHICH IS NICE

that does help

anyway, there's a part of me that's like "I should grasp this and use it to get things done" and another part of me is like "no be gentle, this might end"

jfdghlfj

goddamnit

ugh yeah I saw the forecast for this weekend and fucking wept

NO

I HATE IT