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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:45 PM
Literally next week I will be having surgery. That is so mind boggling and terrifying and anxiety inducing
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@atomiclemon
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:45 PM
/hugs/
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@justgrey
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:46 PM
YOURE GONNA BE GREAT
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@justgrey
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:46 PM
And I’ll be here to...chat lol
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:46 PM
what if i say weird things to you when i get out of surgery ;o; GʀᴇʏGʜᴏsᴛ™️ :
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
𝔖𝔫𝔦𝔥𝔲𝔯ó𝔫𝔨𝔞 :
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
here's hoping they don't have to open me up or anything
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
lol
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@justgrey
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
I am not bothered by weird things. You know this.
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
pfffffffffffffff
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@floodplain
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:47 PM
ShaynaIsHere
@Autistic_Ace
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:48 PM
/HUGS/
Sending you ALL the Good Vibes!
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:48 PM
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:48 PM
Fᴀʟʟ Dᴇᴇʟɪɢʜᴛ : ShaynaIsHere :
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:48 PM
it's on the 4th bleh i'm going to throw at hiatuses on the 1st.
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@mikomitears
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 5:59 PM
You'll be fine. I've done this one. You'll do great and recovery will be great, and just breathe. You'll feel so much better afterward.
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:01 PM
The more I think about the more I think I don’t know how I’ll be able to work during the healing time lol this is gonna be rough
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@mikomitears
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:01 PM
a kitty hug, and an emoticon toby made of cody being stupid. because we have these things.
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@atomiclemon
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:01 PM
you will do great. /hugs/
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:02 PM
Omg Cody
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@mikomitears
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:02 PM
they also use one of me in their discord server. I flicked cody off once, and it's now an emoticon..... >>
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@mikomitears
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:03 PM
things to make you laugh and not worry.
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:03 PM
Lol
ゲイツ｡
@bansa
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:09 PM
GOOD LUCK!
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:10 PM
thank ya'll
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:10 PM
it's like 12% increased risk of complications becuase of my crohns and all the scarring
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:10 PM
85% chance everything is just fine with a laproscopic approach
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:10 PM
15% have to open
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:11 PM
but they didn't see anything in the scans that would mean they need to open
ʙᴀᴇɪɴ ☆
@clockworks
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:38 PM
You can do this!!
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@clockworks
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:38 PM
Artemis
@cynicalharlequin
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 6:39 PM
Good luck!
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:16 PM
and now i'm just having an anxiety attack about literally nothing
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:16 PM
okay not nothing
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:16 PM
i'm anxiety attacked about the 2 days of pay i'll be missing for the surgery
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:17 PM
and then what if i just can't actually physically work that tuesday after (monday is laborday so i get saturday/sunday/monday to recover)
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:18 PM
i am barely going to be able to make ends meet for this month's rent. and just i don't even want to try and get groceries because i'm worried about more important things like not being homeless or without electricity etc
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:18 PM
And i'm just borrowing trouble
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:18 PM
because maybe i'll be FINE
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:18 PM
but also what abou tthe chance they have to opeN!
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:18 PM
like
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:19 PM
just screams
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:21 PM
i need to stop borrowing tomorrow's troubles
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:22 PM
I've got september's rent down and the next electric bill is toward the end of september
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:22 PM
electric is like $60ish
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:22 PM
my phone bill is on a payment plan i might have to let it shut off temporarily but i'll survive
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:23 PM
i have a feeling that i'm goign to have to not be on a ramen diet after this surgery i can feeeeeel the doctor's :| from here already
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:23 PM
x-x takes some hydroxcine and drinks the last bit of wine sorry i'm a mess ya'll
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@floodplain
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:48 PM
i wish i could help more
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@floodplain
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:48 PM
but you're right that worrying right now is just borrowing trouble. <3
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@floodplain
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:48 PM
(but i know anxiety doesn't work like that lol)
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:49 PM
yeah x-x
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@guessmonster
Sun, Aug 23, 2020 8:49 PM
bleh
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