I think enough for me in this age. I wanna die young. I don't want to be a servant of sinful, impenitenct and a rebellious child. I know it is bad solution and doesn't solve the problem because in the afterlife I get torment. But now, I just thinking my bad solution is the best solution that I have

Umm just let me give a big big hug

cat7485: cat7485 thanks, it means a lot to me

although I don't know what have you done or what's happening to you, a virtual hug is the only comfort I can give

It will be fine