when, despite the fact that you threw so MUCH shit at your character you kinda broke 'em several times over, you see a family develop and like actual friendships where people actually talk to each other about each other and their problems and like
someday I'll turn agent vermont into a proper oc but on the other hand sanctum showed me malcolm works really well with the rvb freelancers. anyway here I am thinking about my main that isn't church bc I've given malcolm a nice long and very well deserved rp break but whoops reading old sanctum inbox threads!
he had actual friends that he actually talked to. like. about personal stuff. he was seeing a therapist. granted I had to get him into such a bad place to get him there but I got him there. his relationship with his boyfriend was...mm I don't want to say stable but things were looking up anyway
but hey in not-sanctum stuff, hey airlockers, you ever remember how long it's been since airlocked started and go 'no, no way, it can't have been that long ago'
god back to sanctum for a hot second I was rereading stuff bc I was rereading church things which led me to york which led me to malcolm but remember when church actually got adopted into a super hella spec ops military team that there was also an in-game cartoon about
funny how my military career guy didn't want anything to do with it (understandably he didn't trust ravani for shit), but the ai-in-a-can-in-a-human who was only a soldier bc that's what he was told he was joined that shit because he wasn't sure what else to do with his life
like it was the right decision for me to leave, but church got to Actually Do Things, and mal was a good au with interesting thoughts on the state of the world
what,