

Ash!!1
mini ramblings before bed!


Ash!!1
i apologize AGAIN for slow i just spent today rolling around utnil i made myself do commissions wheeze

Ash!!1
i got a few more to do this week and then I want to open up speed ocmmissions possibly but thats here nor there whew

Ash!!1
anyway I still need to post with C!!1

Ash!!1
and have him talk to zrael

Ash!!1
he is currently inwardly like
at HSS rn


Ash!!1
possibly will try to track down hurricane whenever he hears he's back

Ash!!1
also have a past thread with silver b and gold and they are all so tired

Ash!!1
time to get microchips

Ash!!1
what else i think that's all c planned right now, JUST LOW KEY cuz december

Ash!!1
and then tax hell starts;;;;;;;;

Ash!!1
SPEAKING OF

Ash!!1
i am definitely posting with Kharg this week

tandemarie
!!!!!!! kharg


Ash!!1
HE NEEDS TO ADDRESS THE MASSES ONCE MORE

Ash!!1
AND I WANT HIM TO TALK TO UNITMATES

Ash!!1
since i sort of melted after endgame due to So Much

tandemarie
endgame was a Lot

Ash!!1
but he especially needs to tap duality and silence

tandemarie
GOOD!!! i want thread with khargs

tandemarie
meant for s after thread but same diff

tandemarie
single thread with many khargs also ok

Ash!!1
I WANT THREADS WIT SILENCE/MARIE


tandemarie


Ash!!1
that said he is def dropping by new years so people in queque can get the fin spot before apps

Ash!!1
because i know i can't maintain two during tax hell


Ash!!1
but i at least want to set him on the path of 'mayhaps stabbing children was a bad idea'

Ash!!1
'lets only stab non human adults, perfect'

rah
i'm going to miss kharg, he's so funny

tandemarie
kjfds;lk a good standard

Ash!!1
that said i'm still surprised yet delighted iwth him??? I actually got more momentum with him than Mike and Apollo which is surprising

tandemarie
I WILL ALSO MISS HIM he's delightful, man

Ash!!1
and honestly if there wasn't a queque and tax hell wasn't, tax hell I'd still keep him

Ash!!1
so he is def high on the list for reapping later

Ash!!1
I LOVED ALL HIS CR;;; thank u for putting up with this idiot

rah
i eagerly await his potential return because i have not had nearly as many threads with him as i want

rah
that said, good luck with taxes!!

Ash!!1
I DEFINITELY SLACKED ON THROWING HIM OUT MUCH due to Everything Happening with C wheeze

Ash!!1
next time!1

Ash!!1
and thank u jan-april will be blur for me sob

Ash!!1
anyway what else uuuh

Ash!!1
i put in for two games to run, one possibly this friday depending on what mods ay

Ash!!1
another for maaaaybe sometime in january, but there's a lot going on in january, so maybe march

Ash!!1
(I say march cuz i super want to propose Tropes bingo for february hohoho)

rah
omg

tandemarie
omg yes

rah


tandemarie
all this time i was like "tax hell sounds crazy i'm scared for ash" then realized that i technically have my own audit hell from jan-april, being as i now work in finances, so i'm like "ah i think i understand now"

tandemarie
still scared for you

tandemarie
but

tandemarie
i think i will Understand

Ash!!1
clasps hands

Ash!!1
the only diff is that i basically work as secretary/admin for all our clients
thanks i hate it


tandemarie
yeah THAT SOUNDS NIGHTMARISH

tandemarie
too much

tandemarie
g-ganbare

Asidian
Just lmk when you'd like Hurricane

Asidian
He will be back 183 afternoon-ish

Ash!!1
lord what day is it even now--oh 182

Ash!!1
i am still doing threads from 180;;;;

Ash!!1
everyone please assume c is just hiding from amnesia embarassment he will come out soon

OHO HO
what year is it

Ash!!1
Asidian
: but YEAH anyway time, just lmk when's a good time and i'll hit up his inbox

Ash!!1
any* not anyway

Ash!!1
OHO HO
: forever year

Snowdrops ミ☆
oh... tax season screaming hi5

OHO HO
also you should have a hot pink bubble mailer coming to you fyi

Asidian
o7

OHO HO
should be arriving like tomorrow

Ash!!1
Snowdrops ミ☆
: Tax hell hi5

Ash!!1
can't wait to mail out infinite w2s

OHO HO
infinite w2 works

OHO HO
can be your noble phantasm

Ash!!1
OHO HO
: I DID ACTUALLY GET IT TODAY (SOMEHOW?? MAIL ARE YOU OKAY??) but since it's december it has gone under the christmas pug like all december packages do

Ash!!1
all mail including bills open on christmas day as the christmas pug commands

OHO HO
S-sunday delivery how

OHO HO
I do not question the post office during december tho

Ash!!1
the mail doesn't know what ic day it is either

OHO HO
time to app my post office worker oc to imeeji

Ash!!1
fkadjfs wheeze

Ash!!1
okay gawd what else. I THINK THATS IT? maybe?? who knows i am pretty go with the flow this month until i get all ooc obligations finished

Ash!!1
points at eyes points at all of you c will re-establish dominance as contender for god

Ash!!1
OH WAIT BREIF TALK ON AMNESIA C

Ash!!1
i didn't hav etime to play it all out but i love amnesia C cuz, he's really not that different

Ash!!1
just in the middle of GM he didn't have time to come up with a Plan or adapt a persona

Ash!!1
instead suddenly just BOOP, NO MEMORIES

Ash!!1
AND B IS RIGHT THERE

Ash!!1
and people are fussing over him and it's weird and he's very much deer in headlights and seeing everyone's reaction just made him double down on fearful look even more

Ash!!1
(tho he was in fact extremely scared but he got more comfortable as folks talked, and got sassy/snippy with some folks)

Ash!!1
but not having a concrete image to latch on to immediately did leave him a bit floaty and he tried mimicking B a bit and otherwise just deciding to Observe for the rest of the day

Ash!!1
tho pink hit on what he innately loves about getting reactions imeeji_frontstage | Pre-Endgame

Ash!!1
ie being entertaining makes people happy

Ash!!1
I AM GLAD ALCH WON cuz i wasn't sure if i'd have time to really play it out but now I do want C to have full amnesia some day o9""" no time soon tho i am le tired

Ash!!1
he'd ultimately probably warp back similarly but it's like

Ash!!1
how he's able to step back and criticize his own villain persona

Ash!!1
this helped him step back and criticize his own godhood persona

Ash!!1
he's still going for it but he's also like 'lord being here fucks you up'

Ash!!1
LIKE HE KNOW THAT BUT

Ash!!1
whew

Ash!!1
it iwll probably nudge him to finally tell b or twins his eternally brewing existential crisis and the real reason he's so set on godhood

Ash!!1
what happens when you as a person may not exist and your personality can be rewritten at any moment


Ash!!1
but anyway thats enough rambling BED NOW

Ari
time for more FEELINGS in the TRUTH ZONE