kids finally in bed, john's off to work, and i'm still wide awake and wound for sound, less than ideal

i see the dr in the morning and once he gives me the all clear and work accepts it i get to go to work! possibly with ot

oddly enough, i've missed working. or at least my brain thinks i miss it lmao

not that i didn't enjoy getting some extra sleep and seeing my babies for more than an hour a day! but now that i'm feeling better i feel stir cray being home doing nothing all day

but i really really need to sleep cause tomorrow's gonna be busy running to the dr and to work with the note then home to get ready and go back to work for 8-12 hours! i just cant seem to shut off my brain, spent a bit tossing around and gave up

also doesn't help i have A Sad the last week or so, and being up all on my lonesome does not help l o l