I am in the hospital now. I came to the ER last night and they admitted me this morning. I fell out of my chair and hit my head on the wall twice last night after dinner. My head is fine. I miss Charlie!!

I’m sorry you’re having such a tough time.

This is just how my life has always been. I just want to dig a hole, jump in, and pull the hole in after me. Then, Charlie could find somebody better to take care of her.

I bet she’d rather stay with you.

I do not know.