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when you want to die but you know you're too chickenshit
crane3954
No dying allowed
worm8188
don't die
fairy6084
no don't
fairy487
no dying please
ant5421
this is a fact that I appreciate about humans. it's an instinct that keeps many of us here.
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feel like if I'd only known how fucked up I really am a decade ago ... idk. could have saved someone amazing an awful lot of pain
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and I know they don't see it that way but I do
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because people aren't supposed to want people who are as fucked up as I am
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sure as hell know I wouldn't want me
eagle6920
I was gonna try and say something inspirational but.
eagle6920
hugs
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the cocktail of anxiety that I have just makes loving someone such a hot mess because they are my world but at the same time I just always fuck up
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no matter how much I try
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and I just want to do right by them but my brain you guys
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my brain
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making my own hell one anxiety attack at a time
virgo4993
Pretty sure I can bet who this is, but even if I am wrong? My seeing this means you are on my friends list. It means that I want you, even if you don't want yourself. That you are my friend and that you are a light that would be missed if you ever went away
virgo4993
Please, always remember that no matter how bad things may seem in any given moment, as long as you are alive there is a chance things can get better, there is hope, there are options.
virgo4993
Dead is done and gone. No chance to ever fix things, no chance to ever realize maybe, just maybe, you were wrong and you are as wonderful as we think you are.
virgo4993
Staying alive can sometimes be the bravest thing a person can do. And one of the hardest. But takin the easy route and ending yourself only causes pain for the people you were trying not to hurt. If you can't be brave for you, please be brave for us.
virgo4993
Because losing you would hurt. A lot.
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Virgo, if your sign is accurate, I can bet who you are too. Doesn't mean I want to thank you for that any less.
virgo4993
I am not a virgo outside of this plurk, sorry.
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Pleasantly surprised at that, then!
ant5421
virgo is speaking what we're all feeling, I think
ant5421
it's at least true for me
ant5421
they just said it much better than I could have
eagle6920
also true for me; they said it--yes, ant!
fairy487
well said, virgo! exactly!
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Thanks, anons. I am a bit better now .... really emotionally wrung out but better
virgo4993
Have a warm beverage, and perhaps curl up with a good book?
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A sleep and some food helped. 
ant5421
I'm glad :>
virgo4993
Good.