[ rp ] i'm trying to figure out what my future looks like in roleplay and it's stressing me out tbh

i was really complacent with eway being my home game and kind of took for granted that i would burn out before it ended, i guess, and i know it's a LONG while til endgame, but i started thinking about what i was going to do with my other characters after that

and like, i'm probably going to retire julia. i apped her for eway knowing she's wasn't going to be long lived because, old canon no one plays from. that was only ever my plan for her.

i still love juliet, and apping her to MoM could be an option? but again, eternal LCW from an ancient canon

chloe of course is at MoM and i was looking for a new home for her anyway but lbr... lucifer's days are numbered and roleplay always dies down after a show ends

that topped with the fact that i'm planning on going to grad school next fall which means between work and school, my time will be limited

and i'm so neurotic i can't believe i am even having this conversation with myself because i know rp isn't exactly associated with longevity but like... i'm just one of those people who apps into a game and is there for 4 years

so idk i don't think it's like i'm going anywhere because there is always going to be a character i want to rp, that's just how i am

but i am also a control freak and my future is in flux and this is suddenly DEFINITELY not actually about RP anymore, this is definitely me fixating on something i think i can control in order to ignore things i can't

🍔 YEDONG... :

I think that's an understandable thing to do, though

It's always hard when a game you were attached to is going to end

yeah and honestly i think this is the first game i've ever been in that i was actually established and will be involved with the endgame? as opposed to i drop out before it gets there or it just dies down on its own

so that is also like. woah. actually seeing it through the end. and especially where the end is, the month after i'm planning on taking my grad school test and applying to things and starting a new chapter of my life...

I feel this. (I would also 100% love Juliet at MoM >.> )

i think juliet would be a great fit for MoM which is kind of how this cycle started

but i'm also hesitant to app her now because i want to stay involved with eway actively even if i don't need the ac, but i'm also supposed to be studying for the lsats like.... constantly.

luckily if i still want to app her in feb after eway ends it's not like.... she's a super competitive character that someone else will app first lol

true

and like, MoM is a good place to just spread out some pillows and chill and make a home base out of, imo. it's been my 'home game' ever since teleios ended in late 2016

that's fair, and the ac is so mellow and there's easy ways to get it every month with the swear in if you're in a crunch so that's nice

psylocke so wild we've known each other 3.5yrs, man.

and Bex, this is so damn relatable omg