I am not doing well after that barbecue, I've taken a xanax but tbh could use some well-wishing and hugs :c

I tried talking to Mike about it but he was just like
"I'm sorry :c"

and that...is not a huge help

One of my neighbors outed himself as a horrific conservative with no humanity, and another one I really liked turned out to be a huge Trump fan and like. The rest of my neighbors are cool as shit but politics makes me feel gross

and being in social situations to begin with leaves me feeling awful and sick to start with :\

tbh I don't even know how to explain what's wrong other than "I don't want people to hate me"

and being in social situations is sure to make people hate me because I have enough experience with people to know they're two-faced and what they say is not true

so I doubt my perceptions and end up leaving feeling all twisted up emotionally

...and throw on that flaming pile of dogshit rapist of a president

i wonder if maybe it's not so much social anxiety disorder as it is lack of faith and trust in humanity disorder :\

I love you and I wish you well. I'm sorry politics punched you in the dick like that

i totally didn't notice people being cunty, i was too busy trying to not jump into a conversation about american interventionism in south america

next time point out who they are and i'll leave whoopee cushions for them

my dear what a horrid night, I hope tomorrow comes better

eughh

I sympathize a lot

...most of my colleagues are pretty liberal in inclination, or at worst classically conservative, but some of the facilities guys........

yeah it's

nngh

I actually had to go and talk to HR a few months ago over one of them >_> so yeah I get you

I'm so sorry. being around conservatives honestly scares me and makes me feel unsafe and unwell so i can't blame you