the real challenge with all the elizabeth tag energy, apart from my weird energy lately in general, is trying to hit that fine balance of "she ]can't be sure this is even real but it doesn't mean she can refuse to deal with anything happening around her" energy
i did the tag and im tired and dying. idk how i am gonna flip this sleep schedule for panera bc im heading out to do paperwork/direct deposit info/etc monday morning and idk when i'm supposed to start from there
half the time i go to tumblr and it's a waste of time bc i have my blacklisted tags fine-tuned but that fandom subset is still the most obnoxiously vocal one of them all. but today. was worth it. pack up all the finn and poe content gang, it's the peak
TIL that at some point last week a tall beautiful lesbian paramedic, attracted, intimidated, and having barely spoken to or acknowledged her, asked my sister's bf (her coworker) if she was single after watching her struggle to wash clothes in a plastic tote tub while yelling at 5 kids to corral them
where is my lesbian paramedic, i cry, covered in dog hair and valiantly searching for the bobby pins i know i put in my hair an hour ago, the physical opposite of my sister in every conceivable capacity,
finn's "we're a team we're in this together" assertions have been out of play for far too long, its time for him to get his groove back on those. RV's kylogate will not be where they met their end. he is too full of love and teamwork for that. and one day ill tag onto the endgame battle stuff and maybe set that into motion
i stan 2 coleads... i love a whole cast of protags who care about each other and inspire each other to be brave and do better, and i am prepared to fight in the street for the ST trio
i am excited and terrified! but i have on my side the knowledge that most people who go in for night baker hate having to interact with people as much as i do, so my trainer and i will probably be very Same Hat
sometimes i write a merle tag and it's like, is he going to sound too chill and wise, is that not right??? and then i go ehh fuck it if there was an official stat for this it would be his best stat, let him uncle iroh a lil bit
i have paused my inbox for better effectiveness ELIZABETH TAGS TOP PRIORITY I'M VERY SORRY FOR THE WAIT ON A LOT OF THESE AND I AM EXCITED TO HAVE HER HERE
i just want TROS to be here already... not only so the ST can finally be done and we know where everyone ends up, but because. i really love finn's entire look and i want icons and to rp him From The Future
i think i'm not even gonna bother with a plotting comment for elizabeth for this event tbh like. it's still a Lot i'm just gonna tag out a little bit and keep focusing on intro stuff
thinking is hard and as long as i'm active i refuse to let myself feel bad for easing in, 2019 it's kinda weird legit maining a character whose first instinct isn't to gun it into stuff like a dumbass jafdsklj
You can say John told her to stay in the safe house where it's safe, which he WOULD, and if when the log comes around you feel you can take an extra thread just have her sneak out to help 1 or 2 people at random or sth
this is probably the dumbest thing ive read this week lfajldsfj why are people still trying to make people not liking TLJ into a whole Thing they can write off 5000 people out of a decades old worldwide fandom and it gets a screenrant article
star wars isn't high art... its not that deep, theyre not mostly sexists and racists and russian bots. sometimes people just don't like a movie or how it handled things, my man. i know i sure don't at the end of the day, its simply life.
do i actually wanna cut all my hair back off, such as it is, or is this a stress response to all the life things i'm anxious about that i can't enact change on: tonite with dani
shoutout to all of you on plurk for putting up with my great Dithering bc once i do the first night and kinda know what to expect i think i'm gonna be a lot less worked up about this and i'll go on about it less... or not in rp commentary plurks at least
between writing i'm going back through the adric tumblr tag and i'm bearing witness to one blog's weirdly determined campaign to request fanart of adric as a cowboy in a poncho from like 30 blogs. thanks doctor who fandom
man, lfl and tom taylor can say the age of resistance comics are all canon as much as they want, we all know it truly depends on whether or not they actually write the characters well
bc i am not here to accept another wave of Here's How Kylo Can Still Win And Is Going To Be The Real ST Hero (aka we erase finn and poe, the actual male heroes, use rey as a prop, and c/p as much of their canon personalities/backstories onto fanon kylo as possible) content in this lifetime. its been going since tlj im tired
adric was and still is under-appreciated and that's the doctor who hill ill die on
when do i give up and make the finn visuals post in this lifetime honestly
when do i get to rp tender yet melancholy gay content
ykw this is gonna be my weekend mood elizabeth weir master class amilyn holdo can go huff a huge fart
this is what we all deserve
this is gonna be stuck in my head for days now
finnrey... invented devotion
weedwagonand didnt question itim gonna be up all night to cement sleep schedule flipping, and in star wars news, i am ready to love again with jannah
me: i mean you adopted that little apprentice boy who loves you but okay
these jokes arent old on tumblr and they never will be in my heart IT'S NIGHTTIME HERE I AM
elizabeth: maybe he needs a pep talk
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