Okay, so a small like psa from me. I apologize if I'm weird for a little while. What happened Weds, really fucked me up. I always pride myself on not being weak, and intellectually I know I'm not being weak, it was just this asshole but that thought is still there, winding on

the hamster wheel of my mind. just "weak weak weak." Today I refused to take my cane out when i went out with my worker to the bank and he ended up leaving me standing for half an hour without it and I nearly lost it. I've been struggling already with the fact that assistance

devices are inevitably my future, and now that it seems to be here I'm struggling even more. I hate how this asshole made me feel, and I hate how it makes me feel like I have a target on my back now. This is what I'm struggling with, so if I'm the worst for a few days forgive me.

no need to apologize that was such an a move

that they did to you

For those who didn't see, when I was getting on the bus coming back from new york, under the guise of helping me, this asshole picked my pocket and stole my debit card and $160 cash without me realizing it. They got off at the stop in New Haven, and thankfully my bank immediately caught weird charges and freezed my account.

sits on the hamster wheel :|

So today I went down there to officially dispute some things that the asshole tried to buy (food in new haven lol) and am just trying to deal with the rest.

chronic, progressive illnesses are the worst.

im gonna fuckin beat this dude up tbh

you dont need to apologize, friend, im mad as shit and here for u as shit

You went through something shitty. You're allowed to feel badly about it. <3

Anyway have a cat.

no apologies necessary; I am so sorry you have to deal with this shit.

I’m trying super hard to hold onto the good things. I didn’t think I’d ever like just hop on the bus alone and go to the city and deal with the crowds and shit and see the best show I ever saw. But I did that. I hate that this feeling is taking away from that b

On a cane! I didn’t take any Ativan til I got to Carter’s! I only had one drink and it was to get my sippy cup!

oh my friend. It's okay to feel crappy. But it's not your fault, and you're not weak. You're strong and amazing and tough and I am so proud of you for actually doing something FOR YOU and going alone all the way to NY to see that show you love so much.

Like kinda spur of the moment too. I had the idea like a week before but I bought tickets Sunday and went Tuesday.

And look at my seat!

I really am SO proud of you, Kim! <3 And so happy that you had an amazing time at the show. You deserve something good FOR YOU.