when wil my energy return from the war

no joke, i've been fucking exhausted for the the past two weeks now. i've also had nausea up and down for a month or so

i am going to ask for a blood test idec

the last two places didn't do that for me

and i keep getting "oh, it's stress" nuh uh

if that were the case, i'd be having panic attacks out the wazoo

for real, i like the fact i'm just indifferent to my usual stressors, like, flat out, i tell people "i'm too tired to worry" IT'S NICE but it's affecting my work

tmw you're torn with wanting to be tired all the time versus panicking 24/7

just getting tired of being told "it's stress!"