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So... either I am being moved to days as punishment for missing work sick and the ensuing drama... or I am being fired.
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I don't know which yet
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but all my usual stuff I do is being handed off to other people
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which is v ominous
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... D:
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D:
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D:
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I'm terrified and angry and stressed and like... everyone is being weird but there's no official word on anything
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well, I kind of can't right now?
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I mean, I can't learn how to do a new job/learn any of a new company's stuff
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Because I can't retain any new info right now with my memory issues being what they are
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I'm not sure I could even manage the necessary processes to like... get a new job or start it or anything
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I can only do my current job because a lot of things are muscle-memory at this point?
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and I'm struggling a lot with remembering where I'm at/what I'm working on, but people at my current job know me and usually at least kind of can point me at things
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like I don't have any idea what kind of job I could do without the ability to learn and remember things >>
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Even if I got a similar food service job, I'd have to learn new things re: specific rules and methods and stuff, I think
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If she's just moving me to days, I think I can handle that, at this point. BUt it's definitely coming across like whatever is happening is meant to be a punishment.
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And I really, really just can't afford to be fired, because a ) I need the insurance really badly and JUST got it and b ) I honestly don't think I can secure/learn/do another job right now
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but I'm super frustrated because the upper management hasn't said ANYTHING to me about the whole fiasco, which is weird because I actually kind of thought I might be written up because I fell back asleep and apparently didn't call until someone contacted me
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So I'm just on edge because all this stuff is getting shifted around, but no one is telling me anything except to look at me funny and say "things are changing"
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/throws hands in air
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I think I work with the deli manager tomorrow so I'm hoping she'll just... clear shit up then
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But this weird mutter-y not-actually-saying-anything bullshit and weird drama is so not good for me
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Screenshot your Facebook feed
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Just in case the fucking lunatic manager deletes anything
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That way you have something to take above her head
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: oh, good plan! thanks!
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<3
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GANBATTE... receipts are your friend
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mm! I'm glad I didn't delete the post. I thought about it because public work drama on my Facebook made me uncomfortable
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but instead I locked it to just the two people talking on it
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so I have it to screenshot still! \o/
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the plus side is that if I ever actually DO get a sit-down with management, whether they're trying to fire me or write me up, the union rep will be there
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Good
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things are just weird as fuck right now because nothing official happened yet, it's just a bunch of tasks being reassigned
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Also it might be that your other coworkers don't know what's happening exactly but saw the post
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Which is why they're all being weird and cagey
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nah, the ones working tonight aren't on my fb
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so if they heard about it even, it would have been like... from the manager?
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OR IDK AT THIS POINT
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but yeah it's possible they dont know what her end game is but are equally confused by the weird sudden restructuring
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it's also possible I said something that gave them the idea and don't remember it, for that matter
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BEING UNABLE TO REMEMBER YOUR OWN WORDS AND ACTIONS MAKES THINGS AWK
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I FEEL THIS
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I don't have it to nearly the extent you do but in bad flares or bad med reactions I literally don't remember whole conversations
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Awk is right
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SO AWK
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I dont have an emote for sad fistbumps but hey memory issue bro
I dont have an emote for sad fistbumps but hey memory issue bro
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8D 
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thank you
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IT IS SO UNNERVING
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it might be a good idea to put down the conversation on a notepad or record it or something, in case you forget
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OOH GOOD PLAN
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I will do that in case this comes up again at some weird future moment