That feel when you are slammed with Lone Canon Warrior feels.

(Tiamaris, and Markov though I don't actually play him anywhere, is the only one I don't have this for, and even that's to combat LCW-feels of a friend.)

it makes you want to leave

(Having the musebox helps, but it's not the same thing.)

Nah; mostly it makes me want to do Non-Friend-Worthy things, but that's not the sort of person I want to be.

maybe it was just me then

Like, if I'm hurt, I want to make the other person feel hurt, in a manner that lets them know exactly what they did wrong. Then it's equal!

Of course, then there's the second issue of wondering if I'm doing the canon justice in the meantime. Am I A Good Representative of This Character/Fandom??? Is It Worth Representing?

/leans on

I mostly just don't want to feel like the Only One producing content?
( Becca Stareyes is a wonderful S'reee, but I doubt I could fit my RP style in Melodies right now.)

I want to be able to connect people in the fandom with each other, not just be a One Stop Shop for canon content.

:: raises hand, as another LCW ::

/clinks mug with/

I won't say it's contributed to my semi-retiring from RP, but... yeah, it makes it tricky to RP.

the only new people I've seen for my canon have been reacting positively to the new installments, which make me roll my eyes at best. so. not really great for RPing with

Thanks. And yeah, I am a perpetual LCW, and it's hard.