I'm doing the thing where I start out talking about something fun/funny and then make myself sad somewhere in the middle. Anyone else do this?

like. I DON'T KNOW HOW/WHY THIS WENT HERE BUT I HATE IT

ALL THE TIME BB

IT IS SO FRUSTRATING

I think what is extra weird about it for me is that sometimes other people know before I do?

like I've had people say 'you mean you thought you started out positive there?'

but it's weird because I'll be all HAHAHA THIS THING

and then suddenly

Yep I do that