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soemone just fjucking kill me because i got a d in ornithology which means i dont get credit for it which means i cant graduate this summer and all that work was for nothing
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i did all that fucking work with the paper and the barn owls and getting sick going to labs
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and im gonna get nothing out of it and my parents will probalby murder me and then ill die like homeless or of stress because i have to keep living with them forever
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nd i cnat take it
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all because i couldnt fucking get rides or i got sick and couldnt do labs
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because i just cant drive 40 minutes to a place and back and then walk around outside for two hours in between
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and i forgot about the paper i had to do for another class because like a fucking idiot i was relieved that the year was almost done
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i should've never been
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i should've never been so fucking hopeful that i could succeed in anything for the first time in my life
duck bastard
Do you have a counselor over at the college you can talk to?
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acedemic of mental
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or
duck bastard
either or
duck bastard
sometimes they can work together with you to figure stuff out
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im talking to my academic one tomorrow b/c i managed to get an appointment but
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idk if i can just walk in to caps and be like 'can i come in here and cry b/c im a fucking failure and cant figure out how to do anything
duck bastard
Alright, that's a start! Make it to tomorrow so you can talk with your academic one
duck bastard
and you totally can, that's what I did
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im not actually going to do anything except probably just lay in bed and cry for the rest of the day but 
duck bastard
duck bastard
as long as you just make it to that academic counselor tomorrow
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my dads probably going to yell at me so much
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hell i had a dream about them last night too
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course now i AM anxious so thats fun
curieosity。
see about taking one more semester to finish up. there is no shame in that. my bro needed 9 semesters instead of eight to finish his degree.
Kira🌵
yeah, definitely talk to your academic counselor & see what your options are
StupidSexyV⚠der
hey. hey. you are not a failure. you tried hard and sometimes grades are shit
StupidSexyV⚠der
yes go talk to academic counselor but see about a mental health one too
Kira🌵
and there is no shame in needing an extra semester! i had to take an incomplete in my senior thesis and take extra time to work on it myself
StupidSexyV⚠der
also fuck i dont remember where you live but you won't end up homeless ok?
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im in NOVA
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and i probably won't but like. living with my parents stresses me out
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oh man looks like i did trigger my anxiety and stomach just great
Kira🌵
(agreed that if you can get an appt to talk to a mental health counselor that would also be a really good idea, the more people you can get to support you the better -- especially while you're enrolled & can access student services)
Kira🌵
you will be okay! this sucks, but shit happens sometimes, and you can overcome it
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maybe ill go see if i can have a walk in so i can at least cry at someone real
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not that you guys arent real bt like
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physically
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room
StupidSexyV⚠der
NOVA isn't that far, technically. How old are you?
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24
StupidSexyV⚠der
no we get it
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if my RA was in id go and pet her dog but i dont wanna disturb her around ifnals
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i did talk to the mind ppl and i do feel better now than i did before
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(tho the anxiety ill get worse is always there)
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but i managed to not get dehydrated at leasr
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im just gonna not say anything 2 my parents until i go to my academic advisor
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hhh i probably should do work