beachcryptid
psa taking grandma to hospital dont expect me around for a bit
argustar
/hugs
argustar
I hope it goes well.
Caletara
good luck
MRS SEPHIROTH
silent stars
silent stars
good luck to both you and your grandmother
Snow🌹Dream
{TharBG}
delatour
good luck
kokoro brokero
/snugs and hopes all will be well :/
Tidemother
beachcryptid
its taken us 15min to get her from dining room to front door and she has basically needed to be carried and cajoled so she doesn't fall asleep on her feet
beachcryptid
how we're going to get her down the three front steps I don't know...waiting for my bro to come give us a hand
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
hang in there
beachcryptid
we've hit the waiting time now...they"ve done the initial tests and its time to wait for results
beachcryptid
but her HR is very low and she's hypothermic
{TharBG}
𝕊𝕖𝕒 𝔾𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕜𝕚𝕟
beachcryptid
doesn't look good
beachcryptid
ah so this is what a potential death watch feels like
delatour
oh damn
beachcryptid
yea. potassium is up sodium is down kidneys are kaput
{TharBG}
crossing fingers toes and spleen for your family!
beachcryptid
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
/hugs
beachcryptid
<3
silent stars
beachcryptid
well. she's well enough to be ABSOLUTELY FURIOUS that we left her there overnight?
beachcryptid
that's good, I think...
beachcryptid
(how she expects to come home when she literally can't walk more than a few steps without collapsing idk)
{TharBG}
beachcryptid
i am coping mostly by thinking of her as a patient not my grandmother
beachcryptid
yay for dissociation of emotional attachment I guess
{TharBG}
{TharBG}
do what you gotta do
andalite!
Man....
𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔫
Caletara
I'm so sorry sweety.
beachcryptid
<3 she's... well, she might die overnight I guess, but she seems better so...
Caletara
That's good she seems better.
beachcryptid
yeah
𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔫
thinking of you. don't doubt that you've done the best you could.
beachcryptid
am I terrible for almost wishing she WOULD. it'd be a nice death. Hyperkalaemia is a pretty good way to go. Heart just goes BLIP
beachcryptid
no pain, no time to even register
beachcryptid
/sigh
Caletara
Not at all. hugs Both my grandparents died of strokes, it could have been better, but it could have been worse too. This seems like a very nice way to die.
beachcryptid
/curls around you
Caletara
beachcryptid
<3
Caletara
You hang in there. I'm here if you need me.
argustar
I’m so sorry that your grandma is so sick.
argustar
If you need someone to talk to, please don’t hesitate to ask. <3
beachcryptid
thanks guys
{TharBG}
/loves more on
{TharBG}
and no, you aren't terrible for feeling that way
beachcryptid
<3
{TharBG}
Tidemother
Not terrible at all. I've been there myself.
ℓα∂у уєииєfєя
(cozy)
andalite!
It's really hard... I feel for you.
𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔫
not terrible at all
kokoro brokero
I'm sorry, Tea . . . it's hard.
anime romulan
ʝєss
ᛕﻉɭค๓ٱՇץ
aw, hon. you're not terrible. it's a hard thing. sending my love.
beachcryptid
thanks guys
beachcryptid
she seems...a bit better in some ways, worse in others
beachcryptid
still really really drowsy
beachcryptid
but she woke up long enough for us to coax her to eat
beachcryptid
it seemed to tire her out tho
beachcryptid
potassium still really high tho sodium is creeping up
beachcryptid
i feel like i should stay here and yet she's asleep and therefore why am i bothering
beachcryptid
aaaaaand the extended fam has worked out who to talk to for details on grandma
beachcryptid
/trains them all to whatsapp me damnit guys I can't call you all simultaneously
{TharBG}
ffff
{TharBG}
beachcryptid
doctor says they are "cautiously optimisticc
beachcryptid
i am so tired
beachcryptid
had a bit of a cry
{TharBG}
beachcryptid
can't even manage a proper one
beachcryptid
and am struck at mum and dad's without acess to lotro to destress
beachcryptid
/lays on everyone
delatour
{TharBG}
/loves on
beachcryptid
<2
beachcryptid
<3
Caletara
beachcryptid
kokoro brokero
𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔫
beachcryptid
ah yes the guilt of not going to see her
beachcryptid
dad says she's already gone back to sleep so there's no point but ...
beachcryptid
and her confusion is worse
beachcryptid
sigh
{TharBG}
ʝєss
<3
beachcryptid
ʝєss : {TharBG} : /tiredly lies on
{TharBG}
𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔫
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