It's Just Deca
[State of the RP] eugh some relatively bad news??? Nothing set in stone yet
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If I can't get AC for Dio I think I'm gonna let him go and I got got nothing for him currently
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and the same for Nic in Recolle, though I have one thread I just gotta finish a thread w/ Natalia and stop being shitty but
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my flu is back and i just feel like some real bad shit
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it should be easy to get AC
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but i just cant
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If I DO manage to get AC for Dio, then I might... try to get a plot going. Get him to try to start a PC mafia type crime ring and start brainwashing native criminals
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but guys. I have played Dio for about 3 years
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it has been a fun time but it might be time to hang him up for a bit
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
ill miss my dumb tsundere vampire boy
It's Just Deca
it's ok, you'll still have Leo who is basically also a dumb tsundere vampire boy
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but also yandere
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
this is true
It's Just Deca
there's a strong part of me that says i should drop all rp for a bit again but i know that's at least partially due to depression coming back since i can't take my fluoxetine with my flu meds
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It's getting real hard to ignore but i know I'd regret it
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I'm just. Real bummed out
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Real bummed out and feeling both like a flake and really isolated
海賊の王
That's understandable, given sick has kept you from being out more and not being able to mix meds doesn't make that any easier.
temptationcel
that's rough and I'm sorry you're feeling that way. 
it is def understandable given the circumstances of you being sick and overwhelmed, but cutting back just a little by letting go of dio and such for now might help relieve you of that feeling a bit without having to drop out entirely
it is def understandable given the circumstances of you being sick and overwhelmed, but cutting back just a little by letting go of dio and such for now might help relieve you of that feeling a bit without having to drop out entirely
temptationcel
either way I think waiting it out until you're feeling better is the right instinct. you're really fun to rp with!! but it's most important that you're enjoying yourself
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
if i can do anything to help lessen that feeling at all let me know
fey✨️
same here :c i totally get the feeling, i was feelin this earlier in the month as well
fey✨️
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I just always feel bad dropping. Like I'm letting people down. But i think it really might be best to at least drop to two and??? Try that for a bit
temptationcel
it does always feel bad but tbh, you will feel better because it won't be stressing you out and overwhelming you so much, and your cr will understand and recover.
temptationcel
you're not leaving people hanging, dropping still provides closure and something to react to, so! just remember that.
It's Just Deca
Yeah. 
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I think i will though
temptationcel
it'll be okay 
temptationcel
I totally understand the stress of it though, I have the worst drop anxiety myself
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I just don't think i can salvage this month. Leo already has AC thankfully and i just need one more thread with Akira.
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
people care more about you being happy and chill than anything
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
do what you gotta do >:T
temptationcel
yeah. and you can always app back later if you feel up to it!