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[State of the RP] eugh some relatively bad news??? Nothing set in stone yet
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If I can't get AC for Dio I think I'm gonna let him go and I got got nothing for him currently
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and the same for Nic in Recolle, though I have one thread I just gotta finish a thread w/ Natalia and stop being shitty but
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my flu is back and i just feel like some real bad shit
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it should be easy to get AC
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but i just cant
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If I DO manage to get AC for Dio, then I might... try to get a plot going. Get him to try to start a PC mafia type crime ring and start brainwashing native criminals
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but guys. I have played Dio for about 3 years
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it has been a fun time but it might be time to hang him up for a bit
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
ill miss my dumb tsundere vampire boy
It's Just Deca
it's ok, you'll still have Leo who is basically also a dumb tsundere vampire boy
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but also yandere
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
this is true
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there's a strong part of me that says i should drop all rp for a bit again but i know that's at least partially due to depression coming back since i can't take my fluoxetine with my flu meds
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It's getting real hard to ignore but i know I'd regret it
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I'm just. Real bummed out
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Real bummed out and feeling both like a flake and really isolated
海賊の王
That's understandable, given sick has kept you from being out more and not being able to mix meds doesn't make that any easier.
moby d🦆ck
that's rough and I'm sorry you're feeling that way. 
it is def understandable given the circumstances of you being sick and overwhelmed, but cutting back just a little by letting go of dio and such for now might help relieve you of that feeling a bit without having to drop out entirely
it is def understandable given the circumstances of you being sick and overwhelmed, but cutting back just a little by letting go of dio and such for now might help relieve you of that feeling a bit without having to drop out entirely
moby d🦆ck
either way I think waiting it out until you're feeling better is the right instinct. you're really fun to rp with!! but it's most important that you're enjoying yourself
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
if i can do anything to help lessen that feeling at all let me know
fey✨️
same here :c i totally get the feeling, i was feelin this earlier in the month as well
fey✨️
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I just always feel bad dropping. Like I'm letting people down. But i think it really might be best to at least drop to two and??? Try that for a bit
moby d🦆ck
it does always feel bad but tbh, you will feel better because it won't be stressing you out and overwhelming you so much, and your cr will understand and recover.
moby d🦆ck
you're not leaving people hanging, dropping still provides closure and something to react to, so! just remember that.
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Yeah. 
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I think i will though
moby d🦆ck
it'll be okay 
moby d🦆ck
I totally understand the stress of it though, I have the worst drop anxiety myself
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I just don't think i can salvage this month. Leo already has AC thankfully and i just need one more thread with Akira.
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
people care more about you being happy and chill than anything
ɪ ᴀᴍ 𝒦ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ
do what you gotta do >:T
moby d🦆ck
yeah. and you can always app back later if you feel up to it!