[sick,money issues, etc] hurgles

i literally passed out yesterday and am having waves of shaking but here i am, in bed, guilting myself for missing two days of work

i really needed an 80 hour paycheck but whatever, body, i guess not

snapper's last payment hasn't hit my bank account yet and i've pretty much wiped out my entire bank account

i cant go to the doctor today bc i literally cant afford it

and id ask to borrow money but it wont transfer from paypal soon enough

and tommorrow i'll be back in the 3 digets

my fridge and pantry are full, my rent is paid, my car has a full tank of gas, i'm going to be fine

its just a lot

i just have to make it through this coming week on $200

ive got a hello fresh box on the way so that will help too

hurgle gurgle durgle

i just wish i had the money for a doctor today

vanessa's gonna spot me i am so thankful

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this crap, I hope you feel better soon.