jesus fucking CHRIST my father lmfao

"you didnt tell me (x) if you had told me (x) i would have done (y)"

no, i did tell you. i told you repeatedly, often over very long periods of time, often to your face! but no. im making up that i told him, he would have remembered if id told hi

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this is all just in my head im just making it up and he would never ignore me and this isnt a sign of gaslighting or narcisisstic parenting or, anything,

i hate being here so much "why dont you want to visit next summer" gee i wonder