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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:40 PM

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mmfft. with the way rp is spread out now across multiple games and psls it just sometimes feels super...lonely

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:41 PM

like, if you're not part of a certain thing going on in your game(s), or if everyone you play with is excited about doing things (WHICH, GOOD FOR THEM, THAT'S AWESOME!!) but it isn't with you

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:41 PM

there's this super strong sense of feeling like you don't fit in

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:41 PM

AND PART OF IT REALLY IS JUST

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:42 PM

all of us are busier now than we used to be, and we're all doing different things and interests are more widespread

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:42 PM

and without a single game (or two) really linking everyone together and lj communities and what not

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:42 PM

there's not really ways to kind of... keep up? I guess?

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:43 PM

but at least for me, personally

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:43 PM

there are super strong waves of times when I'm just like IF I VANISH FROM THE INTERNET NO ONE WOULD NOTICE because I'm not into what other people are into

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:44 PM

and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one with this sort of feel?

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:44 PM

and when people you used to talk to regularly just kidn of drift...

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:44 PM

even if you're still friends and chat occasionally

Mystery Date

@schadenfreudere

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:44 PM

I understand this

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:44 PM

it feels like you're doing the... uh. that plurk emote with the grabby hands you can only get on mobile

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:45 PM

this one

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:45 PM

"please come back to me and talk to me and remember I exist"

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:46 PM

anddd sometimes it's just like "how long should I go before I poke someone for a tag back/assume a thread has been dropped"

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:46 PM

or "how many times should our threads be dropped before I just stop poking them to play with me since it seems like I'm not who they want to play with"

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:47 PM

insecurities like that that've always been around but I think just hit much harder these days

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:47 PM

since there's also much less reassurance from other threads/things going on

MOVED

@alienfucker

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:48 PM

sits on....

𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌*⛥*ﾟ・。*

@shifting

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:49 PM

y-yes you are not alone in this feel ...

MOVED2ADUSTUS

@voreyeur

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:53 PM

Eats pie

noah may cry

@haeralis

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 3:57 PM

eats pie, but gently

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:12 PM

HI GUYS

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:12 PM

mostly I am just. musing on things I've felt for a while AND I THINK OTHER PEOPLE GET IT TOO

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:13 PM

but yeah, a lot of RP is now very individual, I feel

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:13 PM

which kind of sucks

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:14 PM

at least it is if you're not part of the cast(s) that are super trendy at the moment/the group that is super Doing Things/the CR that is super Well Established

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:14 PM

AND EVERYONE STARTS OUT SOMEWHERE but it can still be very frustrating and lonely and sad feeling

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@piecrumbs

Mon, Apr 25, 2016 4:23 PM

mostly I miss the way I felt wanted/welcomed/RELEVANT IN PEOPLE'S LIVES--...