[mute/health/etc/prob emeto] SCREAMS DIRECTLY AT MY BODY MISBEHAVING AT STUPID O'CLOCK

I got super sleepy and fell asleep a bit a little before midnight and then the dog woke me up like half an hour ago so I was asleep for like 45 minutes lmao

and now I just feel sick and dissociated and awful!!!

I'm hanging out in the bathroom and listening to a reliable lp playlist though (do I pay out the ass for youtube red just so I can listen to videos while using other apps? yes)

hopefully I'll be able to zen out a bit soon and try to lie down again

I don't even really feel hugely anxious, just like the standard nerves that come with not feeling well?? so that's something I guess

but I'm kind of nauseous and that always gives me the twitchies

the worst part is dissociating rn I just feel so physically uncomfortable and wrong about the space I am currently occupying

also doing the simultaneous nausea and hunger thing and that fucking sucks lmfao

ok now do I go couch or do I go back to bed lmfao

(I went couch)

I probably should have gotten my glasses lmfao