I get really paranoid that everyone actually dislikes me and I'm just so done with myself because I try to know that, that isn't the case, but I always believe it =/

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If I disliked you, I would have told you that, mate. I'm an honest person uvu

You are a lovely rat mom, how could we ever dislike you? <3

That's all fair and well, but idek what other people really think, like, I'm lucky to know you, because as you said, you're honest, but I literally need to be told by people that they don't dislike me

Or else I'll just sit there paranoid that I'm not really wanted

Of course you're wanted, silly.

But I don't know that for certain, people do put up with others for the sake of it... falls over

Hey, I have this thing where I feel like everyone secretly hates me and only pretends to be my friends just to make fun of me. I know how it feels.

Just repeat to yourself that YOU HAVE FRIENDS AND THEY REALLY LIKE YOU. FRIENDS WHO WANT TO TALK TO YOU AND HUG YOU AND CUDDLE RATS AND CRY OVER MOTONARI TOGETHER

Yeah, but I feel like this with everyone, even online I'm scared that I shouldn't even be trying to talk to them because I'm not really wanted...

And also other friends who may not be in the Rat Fandom or the SW Fandom but are friends of yours regardless.

Also the latter rarely happens anymore, not as much as we used to =/

We cried together over headcanons a lot... And now I find it hard to come up with new ones ._.

I really should sit my ass down one day and remember all the headcanons I came up with and write them down.

sighs I'm not that good either... I need nudging to actually start thinking of something...

Same here. Or sometimes I come up with ideas that I find too weird to share even with you or Eon ._.

I tend not to share them, I've found in the past they clash with other people's headcanons, and then I feel stupid for even trying because my ideas are obviously too different =/

So what? My headcanons clash all the time

I imagined a Conquest!AU where Takakage is a priest?? And I can't get this idea out of my head?? Whenever I make Conquest headcanons about Motonari his youngest son is a priest??

Yeah, but... I often find that if it clashes, people tend to ignore it or just say that it clashes with their headcanons and refuse to discuss it any further...

His clothing kinda gives off this kinda vibe but come on Neffi