[Dreams] The Dream I woke up from was super rude.

In it, I was in school still. It felt like I was back in grade school, actually, but I was definitely old enough to be a teenager

like the school had extended to cover teenagers and early college while maintaining the grade school atmosphere of my grade school

I know I was in the uppermost grades though

I had, for whatever reason, been called in absent by my mother that day, and I was running late getting there before the school day was over

because I needed to fetch my homework

and apparently, I'd decided 'fuckit' on a previous assignment and hadn't put any extra effort into it, hadn't gotten parent signatures, etc

And when I asked about homework, I got confronted with that. No big deal, I pointed out my own wording carelessness that made one of my answers confusing

then I got this look as she nodded and she said something to the effect of how I used to be such a good obedient student, but she's seen what's going on now, and that I'm slacking

and I was wtfing, because I had no idea they'd done this huge campaign for 'P.I.P' that day, though why it's called that baffles me as it's Personality Indifference Disorder, I think? In the dream?

In any case, she showed me the opening clip and my concern was entirely 'oh hey so that's where those Naruto screen caps came from'

because the opening of the thing was the Naruto characters moderned up in red and pink

anyway

in the dream, that reaction clearly just confirmed it for her

as the 'disorder' was not feeling crushingly guilty if you lied about anything, not being perfectly obedient to superiors, not being absolutely empethetically devoted to approval

being able to think you own way, basically, and give no shits if it upset other people

and this was a huge GRAVE problem

and she told me to go to the nurse

which apparently I'd never been to in all my years as a student there, and the dream ended after I told her I didn't know where it was and she was writing me directions to get my 'official diagnosis'

O_o ...weird.

just a bit