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[death]
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the black kitten is dead
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my mom woke up and for some reason decided to go tell me
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he was alive a few hours ago, I felt him purr
beth
oh, no... i'm so sorry.
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but I rolled him over and he didn't move at all, and I couldn't feel him breathe
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I wish she hadn't felt the need to do that. I was going to go feel him anyway, but I wouldn't have made sure. now I don't think I can sleep
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I should have insisted on going to the vet today. skipped class or tried to use the free hours before it, I don't know
super nerd.
Oh, god, I'm so sorry 
super nerd.
Don't blame yourself, though, they may not have been able to do anything
zapdope
ah... I'm so sorry.
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thank you
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I wish I knew what had happened
super nerd.
/nodnod I understand
fancy Espurr
/hugs/ I'm so sorry. At least he had someone who loved him
{Eli 💀🩵🐙💜}
Oh no, so sorry ;;
ɴᴇᴏɴ
I'm so sorry lady sending hugs
sending hugs
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He was the first to get a home! He got sick one day after he almost went. I thought his staying a little longer was lucky for the both of us! And he had learned to be social and adventurous
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when he started shy and would puff up at anything. I secretly named him Teddy because I wanted to give him hugs
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Thank you
💌Bisexual
i'm so sorry /holds close
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Grandma buried him in the backyard
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It's weird to think he's there but my first dog Baby isn't
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And weird that I don't actually know if he was a he
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It was hard to tell on a tiny black cat
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And my grandma had to add this authoritative bit on how the cat would have been fine if it had been taken when it was supposed to be
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I got so angry I only just now remembered she liked him best too
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This is my rambling plurk for my feelings
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Thank you all
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Oh but I didn't say anything. I meant I got angry and had an impatient tone after. I mean I let off steam for a few moments out of earshot
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Mom told me she was the one who put him in the pet carrier and wrapped him
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She found the siblings lying next to him. Then they were playing. I told her they were like that before I went to bed. I couldn't handle trying to separate them
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But mom did
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I couldn't tell her I cried too. I wish I was better at comfort
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and I only recently registered how she must be feeling
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Which is why she had to go tell me last night and slid down to sit on the hallway and said she felt dizzy
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I could get it intellectually, but I was upset on a way that blocked me fr
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From empathizing, even though we were feeling the same thing
super nerd.
/all the hugs, bb
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I appreciate them a lot
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the person who was going to adopt him still wants a cat, so she's coming tomorrow. my fantasy is that she'll take both of the remaining kittens and they'll have a good home and not be separated
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hopefully at least the good home part will come true