[personal] I have a lot of difficulty talking about my sexual orientation

Mostly because I still haven't pinpointed it

I only recently realized I wasn't alone in the way I think about it

I guess this is one way Tumblr has really helped me

I've thought I was asexual for a long time but I feel aesthetic and romantic attraction and I thought sexual attraction was a part of that

But honestly both kinds of genitals make me uncomfortable?

Ahh, yes, there's a difference between being asexual and aromantic.

You can be interested in a relationship but not the sexual aspect of it!

But I feel like if I say I'm asexual and panromantic people will be like 'well ur just a special snowflake bluh bluh ur rong'

Ugh sometimes I feel bad for not just having figured it out earlier on

I don't think you should feel bad. And I don't think it's a special snowflake thing either, because you're basically panromantic without the desire for a sexual relationship.

Some people are not ready for something sexuality or ever will be and aren't comfortable, so we should just respect their preference, you know? I'm incredibly asexual myself.

And your preferences are a big part of relationships, which can be monumental, so it's good to think about it, even if you believe it came too late.

Yeah I always thought I was just a 'late bloomer,' since I wasn't interested in genitals and was a lot more interested in raunchy cuddling than actual sex

But I think I'm asexual

Genitals are weird and sometimes nasty even people who like sex think that sometimes.

Yeah I'm still trying to figure things out