Jimmy
/Lays face down in bed
Jimmy
Buh. I'm actually feeling a bit sad but I'm also incredibly tired, which always has that sway over my emotions.
Jimmy
But I'm mostly thinking how I'm so behind in Smash stuff and don't feel like I can catch up. Just miss tagging but too tired/out of it to do so.
Queen Bun
hope you feel better soon dear
hope you feel better soon dear
Queen Bun
maybe a nap is in order?
Jimmy
Also right after my last day of work, I'm going to the dentist to get my teeth ripped out, so I'll probably be out of it for at least a day or so. (That's how long I stopped giving a shit last time.)
Queen Bun
ow x_x
Jimmy
Yeah, I'm about to go to sleep. Struggling a bit but meh.
Jimmy
But ty.
🌙
I hope you feel better, too. I don't want you to worry too much about Smash. We're not going anywhere and if you have to handwave some stuff, then you have to. How you're feeling is a lot more important to me
🌙
than tags or pending tags or anything like that.
。Jᴇɴᴄᴄʜʏ
Queen Bun
IRL > RP
Queen Bun
can you take B12 with your meds?
Queen Bun
might help your energy
Jimmy
Hmm maybe. I may leave a message for my doctor this weekend. I won't be seeing her til August but I also don't know how long I have to be on this medication before they can decide to change my dosage or not.
Jimmy
Also as far as the Smash stuff goes, I appreciate that, thank you. I think it's more I want to really get back into it because I miss it than worrying everyone will hate me or anything, y'know?
Queen Bun
it seems to help mom and I, as long as we actually remember to take it
Jimmy
Though I hate keeping people waiting, too, but I know everyone's very understanding.
🌙
We miss you also, but I really want you to feel 'up' to things. And it sounds like that is a little hard right now, and it is okay.
Jimmy
Yeah. It's funny cause I was just telling someone last night to take their time because it's more fun when your heart is in it. Just harder to take an abundance of time in a game than a psl. But yeah.
Jimmy
I really need to find my mental and emotional balance when weighing against what I lack physical energy nowadays.
Jimmy
Cancer sucks. I'm over this, but there is no getting back to normal. That isn't an option for me anymore.
Jimmy
/THROWS A FIT
moved
Jimmy
Okay, I'm done.
Jimmy
My 2-second fit.
Jimmy
Jimmy
Thanks for the support and kind words.
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I wish there was more that I could do, but I'll give you all of my words and whatever else I have to offer up.
Jimmy
Man, just knowing people are a shoulder for me to constantly bitch about the same thing on is more than I ever expected out of life. It means a lot. Thank you.
Queen Bun
We love you, Kris
We love you, Kris
Jimmy
Love you all, too. 
Queen Bun
Mako said it best
Swirlything
/snuggles <3
G30FF
summercum
<3 hope you feel better soon broski