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/Lays face down in bed
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Buh. I'm actually feeling a bit sad but I'm also incredibly tired, which always has that sway over my emotions.
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But I'm mostly thinking how I'm so behind in Smash stuff and don't feel like I can catch up. Just miss tagging but too tired/out of it to do so.
War Squeak
hope you feel better soon dear
hope you feel better soon dear
War Squeak
maybe a nap is in order?
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Also right after my last day of work, I'm going to the dentist to get my teeth ripped out, so I'll probably be out of it for at least a day or so. (That's how long I stopped giving a shit last time.)
War Squeak
ow x_x
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Yeah, I'm about to go to sleep. Struggling a bit but meh.
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But ty.
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I hope you feel better, too. I don't want you to worry too much about Smash. We're not going anywhere and if you have to handwave some stuff, then you have to. How you're feeling is a lot more important to me
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than tags or pending tags or anything like that.
。Jᴇɴᴄᴄʜʏ
War Squeak
IRL > RP
War Squeak
can you take B12 with your meds?
War Squeak
might help your energy
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Hmm maybe. I may leave a message for my doctor this weekend. I won't be seeing her til August but I also don't know how long I have to be on this medication before they can decide to change my dosage or not.
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Also as far as the Smash stuff goes, I appreciate that, thank you. I think it's more I want to really get back into it because I miss it than worrying everyone will hate me or anything, y'know?
War Squeak
it seems to help mom and I, as long as we actually remember to take it
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Though I hate keeping people waiting, too, but I know everyone's very understanding.
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We miss you also, but I really want you to feel 'up' to things. And it sounds like that is a little hard right now, and it is okay.
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Yeah. It's funny cause I was just telling someone last night to take their time because it's more fun when your heart is in it. Just harder to take an abundance of time in a game than a psl. But yeah.
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I really need to find my mental and emotional balance when weighing against what I lack physical energy nowadays.
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Cancer sucks. I'm over this, but there is no getting back to normal. That isn't an option for me anymore.
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/THROWS A FIT
moved
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Okay, I'm done.
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My 2-second fit.
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Thanks for the support and kind words.
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I wish there was more that I could do, but I'll give you all of my words and whatever else I have to offer up.
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Man, just knowing people are a shoulder for me to constantly bitch about the same thing on is more than I ever expected out of life. It means a lot. Thank you.
War Squeak
We love you, Kris
We love you, Kris
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Love you all, too. 
War Squeak
Mako said it best
Swirlything
/snuggles <3
G30FF
Languendong
<3 hope you feel better soon broski