[food/family/holidays/mh]

not me going 2 for 2 on holidays I'm normally really good at and absolutely failing at this year

me and BIL's girlfriend are hiding downstairs (slightly quieter, attempting to hide from Onion Fumes (slightly unsuccessfully)), which is great, except that every shift upstairs is Too Much for my terrible garbage brain

and I just keep being on the verge of tears

WHICH I AM TRYING TO JUST LET BE, I'm supposed to be being GRACIOUS at my little fee fees
but I am not feeling very gracious about this

okay, dinner was good/fine, presents was hectic but we got some great stuff, little miss niece got SUPER overwhelmed at the end and now we've all kind of broken up for the evening. I am WIPED.